Recap
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Jungkook and I got up and went to my bedroom. When we got in he immediately sat on my bed.
Jungkook - "if you don't want to do it you don't have to"
Me - "no, I said I would so I kinda have to"
Jungkook - "Ok, Let's do it then"
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Y/N P.O.V
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Me - "you sure you want to do this?"
Jk - "yeah, y/n are you scared?"
Me - "no. I just don't like you"
Suddenly I'm being pulled forward and I landed on this hard surface. Turns out it's jungkook's chest, my face is red as hell and burning. He then whispers in my ear
"Let's do this quickly babygirl"
I got even redder but then I push myself up and sat on his lap properly. I don't know where all of this courage came from but I just grabbed jungkook's face and smashed my lips onto his and started kissing him, I began to move my hip back and forth in a alow motion which turned him on cause I could feel his member getting hard and poking my womanhood. I immediately stopped kissing him and pulled back. He looked into my eyes full of lust and groaned "don't stop baby." His voice was so deep and husky it made me wet to my core and I almost gave in and would've kissed him again but I had to control myself, I hated him, his parents took away my parents from me and since I can't get to them cause they're dead, the only way to avenge my parents is to kill Jeon Jungkook. I tried getting off jungkook but he was holding my waist very tight.
Jungkook - "why do you hate me so much?" He asked very sadly
Me - "you really don't know, do you?"
Jungkook - "no, I really dont"
Me - "jungkook, your father, the ex boss of your gang, he killed my parents when I was 10 years. I didn't have any siblings, I had to fend for myself, train myself. Everything might seem nice now but I'm still hurting. It's not easy for a girl to grow up without her mom."
I couldn't help it anymore, I couldn't hold back the tears, it all came pouring out. It's probably the first time anyone has seen me cry.
Jungkook - "y/n I-I'm so sorry, I don't even know what to say. But, how can you blame me? I was only 10 years too, I had nothing to do with that, I didn't even know about the gang then. Please I beg you don't hate me because of something I didn't do. Please?"
Jungkook apologize so sincerely. It was like he could feel my pain. I was still crying and I just hugged jungkook and he hugged me back. His arms were so warm, I felt so safe. Jungkook wasn't dangerous or ruthless, sure he killed cause he was in a gang but he would never kill someone who's innocent. Maybe I can try and get to know jungkook, the real jungkook.
I don't know when it happened but jungkook and I fell asleep together on the bed cuddling.
Author P.O.V
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Back downstairs the rest of the guys continued playing the game and right now someone just dared kisha and Jimin to do 7 minutes in heaven, and Taehyung confessed to Nia and told her that he's had a crush on her for a long time. So kisha and jimin went to the nearest room. They were both nervous and didn't say or do anything for 3 minutes. Jimin finally broke the silence and started to talk.
Jimin - "kisha do you want to do this or do you just want to talk?"
Kisha - "to be honest, I'm nervous"
Jimin - "me too" he said sighing
Kisha - "why? You're super cool with the ladies. Every girl in school has a crush on you"
Jimin - "Every girl?" He said smirking
Kisha - "Y-yeah"
Jimin - "so does that mean that you have a crush on me too?"
Kisha - "I don't have time for the whole dating thing, being in the gang is alot of work"
Jimin - "you can still have a crush. So, do you have a crush?"
Kisha - "umm, yh I do"
Jimin - "who is it?"
Kisha - "none of your business"
Jimin - "is he in the house?"
Kisha - "yh"
Jimin - "tell me please" he begged with puppy eyes
Kisha - "no, why do you want to know?"
Jimin - "so I know if I have a shirt at getting with you"
Kisha was left dumbfounded, she was jungshook
Kisha - "Y-you l-like me?
Jimin - "Like is an understatement, kisha I'm in love with you"
Kisha - "chim chim, I've had a crush on you but I really don't have time to date. We hardly have any free time"
Jimin - "I know, but I really just want to be with you, you have no idea how happy you make me, just seeing you makes my day"
Kisha - "yeah, that's really sweet, but I just can't do it"
Taehyung then came and knocked on the door yelling "times up!" Jimin and I came out of the room. Lisa asked about y/n and jungkook and jimin immediately said "they're maybe fucking" and everyone burst out laughing.
Kisha - "no way that will ever happen. Y/N dislikes jungkook." She said while laughing
Nia - "let's just go to sleep"
Bts - "we can stay over?"
Kisha - "yeah, y/n won't mind"
And then everyone gathered up on the couches and fell asleep. Some were cuddling like Nia and Take. Jimin tried cuddling with kisha, she just let him, she didn't have the strength to fight him.
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