Matt's Notes

Play me?

I seriously want to know if you are playing me. You're playing this one guy so hard. You're calling him baby and all this shit. Knowing he loves you. But he doesn't even really know you. Or else he'd know you're playing him. I don't want to be played. I hope to god you aren't playing me. I hope everything you've said today is true as day. I hope everything we did today wasn't to play with me. I know it's something you wanted. And I feel like I saw genuine happiness today. After I asked if you were good, you nodded your head with the biggest smile. I caused you to moan and grab onto things. You tried to grab the wall and you grabbed my shirt and my hair. I hope everything was genuine. You're the second person I've slept with. Idk what you did to make me break my morals, but I did it for you. And obviously for me Bc like damn I was wanting to do that for a while. Anyway, I hope I'm not getting played. Again. After everything that I went through with my ex. I hope you're not malicious.