me? projecting onto jeremy? its more likely than you think.
jeremy had been being mean to michael all day. ignoring him, lying, avoiding him, the whole shebang. he felt awful about it but not enough to stop. he felt empty and awful. he felt stuck overall and that he could do nothing. as soon as the last class of the day was over he rushed to his locker to avoid michael. he didnt want michaels comfort. he wanted to feel like this. his mental health was a constant and he felt he wouldnt be whole without it. jeremy stuffed his things into his backpack and quickly started walking towards the exit of the school. Michael was waiting for him. instead of talking he shoved by him to the door. he got a glimpse of Michaels disappointment. he looked like he was about to cry. that look. He cant keep being this selfish and he knows it.
Michael doesnt deserve this and jeremy knows. hes sorry. he
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jeremy walks home as quick as possible, brushing off the emotions he felt. he got home and flopped onto his bed, ignoring all the homework he had. school didnt matter at this point. He puts on some music and stares at the wall. he falls into a chamber of awful thoughts for any form of validation in his suffering. he begins thinking about how he could kill himself if he really wanted to. he could do anything. he could continue his awful habits. he could start new ones. anything. he lets his awful self inflicted thoughts consume him. he hears someone walking up the stairs and assumes its his dad, not paying much attention. he hears a knock on the door and only then realizes hes damn near crying. he grumbles to the door, opening it to an upset face. the face of michael. a strong pang of guilt shatters through him as he stares into the other eyes. jeremy does all he can think of. he falls into michaels shoulder. he wraps his arms around the other boy and begins crying. he cant stop it at this point. he feels so awful for everything even though it was his fault. he starts letting out an unstoppable string of words along the lines of "im so fucking sorry". Michael wraps his arms around the other tightly and rubs his back soothingly.
"youre okay"
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FanfictionMostly fluffy, some angst eventually, I will put giant trigger warnings if anything triggering is mentioned even slightly, I may do some smut too but idk. (update from future max, its mostly smut) ----------------------- All of these story's with be...
