LIFE IS A STRUGGLE

chapter one

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I just woke up to my alarm ringing in my head for the fifth time. Why do I have to wake up? Why is my life a mess? I get up before my mom comes in.

I get up rub my sore, puffy eyes. I sighed, and got up as slow as a sloth and walked to my bathroom. I locked the door, as I always do. And turn the shower on. I turn it to the hottest it can go. It's the only way I take a shower. I always have. I take my clothes off and get in. No

The burning water against my back felt so good. It makes me feel relaxed and I forget everything and just let the water soak into my skin. I realized that I needed to get changed soon so I quickly grabbed my shampoo and put it in my hair and massaged it in. I did that same with conditioner. I turned off the shower and and climbed out of the shower and when I looked in the mirror I saw my chest and back was completely burnt and bruised. I quickly dried my hair as fast as I possibly could. I then straightened it as fast as I could possibly go. I changed into black leggings and an oversized sweatshirt with my air Force 1s. I then did my makeup trying to cover my puffy eyes and scars. I grabbed my bag and ran downstairs got a breakfast bar, grabbed my phone and went to my car to go to school.

I quickly got away from my house as fast fast as possible. I hated my home. I just cannot wait until I move out I stuff the granola bar in my bag, I'm absolutely starving but I shall not eat. I can't I'm too fat. I'm as fat as a hippo. I've been trying to lose weight and I think it's working but Lauren and her minions don't seem to think so.
I arrive as usual, three hours early, so I do all my homework which is:

•My English essay on the book of nice and men it's an PEE response to a question she gave us, all about the last chapter.  - took 45 minutes
•chemistry homework about the first 20 elements in the periodic table about neutrons, electrons and protons which only took 20 minutes
•a stupid french homework that is for tomorrow
I also did math, stats and geography homework.

I have an hour left so I just listen to music on my phone with earphones in and draw.

(A/n I actually did this (: )

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