THIRSTY ( alejandro rosario )

014. imessage&narrative

(  pick up the
phone, baby )

(  i know you're
home, baby )

imessage

JAS
ale, it's been over three days

JAS
73 hours to be exact

JAS
why won't you talk to me

JAS
please answer me

JAS
i don't even know what i did

JAS
i miss you
seen

ALEJANDRO TOLD HIMSELF HE WOULDN'T answer any of kairi or jasmyn's texts, but once three days had passed and he still hadn't answered, he couldn't help but check to see if jasmyn had texted him anything.

even though it seemed like she had fucked him over, jasmyn didn't purposely kiss kairi. she kissed him because she was nervous to kiss alejandro. it didn't make anything better, but if kairi had been honest and told jasmyn that alejandro had seen them kiss, she could have at least apologized and explained everything to alejandro. but that wasn't the case.

alejandro was furious with jasmyn because he thought she was lying to him, pretending that she didn't know what she did. technically, jasmyn wasn't lying about anything, but alejandro didn't know that she had no idea about him seeing the kiss.

alejandro couldn't stand the fact that jasmyn lied to him, and couldn't help but think that she wanted kairi the entire time and not him. he could literally feel his heart break over a girl who he had only known for less than a few weeks, but that's love right? they say you'll know exactly what love and heartbreak feels like when it happens to you, and that's exactly what alejandro was feeling. heartbreak.

for three nights, alejandro cried over a girl who he thought didn't like him, let alone love him back. he sobbed into his pillow in the middle of the night, scared his mom pr his brother would hear and wake up. he refused to leave his room, or even eat. some people would say he's being dramatic, but alejandro had the strongest feelings for this girl, and would continue to, even if he thought she didn't reciprocate those feelings back.

jasmyn couldn't sleep for three days, anxious that he would answer her text messages or return any of her calls while she was asleep. she kept checking her phone everytime it lit up, hoping it would be alejandro. but every single time, it was someone else or a notification for something else. alejandro had no idea she felt the exact same way for him, and that she would do anything for him to stop being mad at her and talk to her, or even say one word at all.

jasmyn picked up her phone, looking at the time. it was 3am, and she was still awake, moping around over a boy who probably had her number blocked. she went onto her calling app and pressed the digits that belonged to alejandro, that she had memorized by heart. for some reason, she wanted to call him again, even though she had a feeling it would go straight to voicemail. as she thought, the familiar sound of the voicemail beep went off. taking a deep breath, jasmyn spoke into the phone, pouring all the emotions she had been keeping in the past three days.

"ale, i'm sorry for whatever i did. i really am. i just want you to talk to me, i miss you, i miss your voice, i miss everything about you. these past three days have been hell, and i hate that you're ignoring me. i will do anything for you to talk to me, literally anything." her voice began to shake, so she paused and took a deep breath. "i don't know what i did, but i just want you to know that i have so much love for you and the past few weeks hanging out with you and the boys have been some of the best. if you hate me and don't want to talk to me or answer me, i understand. i just wish i knew what i did, cause i would fix everything if i could. in a heartbeat. i'm sorry, ale. i really am. please, please just answer my calls. my messages, anything. i just want to be able to talk to you. i lov-" the voicemail beeped again, signalling that the message was too long. jasmyn sighed and hung up the call, hoping that alejandro would finally talk to her after he heard her message.