Never again (Luke Hemings)

Maybe just maybe i can get through it

So today is the day Luke leaves and I'm not sure how I'm going to cope but I guess I can always try. Luke said he would come over for a hour before he leaves so he can say one last goodbye. Which I don't want to happen because he's my best friend and the only person keeping me strong. I keep telling myself that i am going to break when he leaves but i guess that shit happens and im just going to try and live with it but thats the problem i dont know if i can but im going to have to try. 

                                                                             *one hour later* 

It was almost time for luke to come over and i was almost ready. Suddenly the door bell rings instantly I aprinted to the door to find a crying luke, i open my arms and begin to sob onto his shoulder, "im so sorry im leaving but before i leave well go to starbucks watch movies take loads of pictrues and videos and im going to sing one of my songs for you" so our last day together began.

                                  *skip to an hour before luke leaves for the airport* 

it was almost time for luke to go to the airport but luke wasnt goung anywhere without singing to me first. 

luke strumed his guitar a few times before singing.

"for a while we pretended that we never had to end it but we knew we'd have to say goodbye you were crying at the airport when they finally closed the plane  door i could bairly hold it all inside. torn in two and  i know i shouldnt tell you but i just cant stop thinking of you wherever you are, you wherever you are, every night i'd almost call you just to say it always will be you wherever you are. i could fly a thousand oceans  but theres nothing that compairs to what we had and so i walk alone, i wish i didnt have to be gone maybe you've already moved on but the truth is i don't want to know. torn in two and i know i shouldnt tell you but i just cant stop thinking of you wherever you are, you wherever you are, every night I'd almost call you just to say it always will be you, wherever you are. you can say we'll be together some day, nothing lasts forever nothing stays the same so why cant i stop thinking of you. torn in two and i know i shouldnt tell you but i just cant stop thinking of you, wherever you are, every night i'd almost call you just to say it always will be you, wherever you are."  luke sang the last line and i broke down in tears, i cant believe in just an hour i will never see him again.maybe in a few years we will run into each otheragain but then again will he remeber me in a few years,thats a painful unanswered questioned. luke got up to leave but i grab his arm and as soon as he turned around i leaped into his arms and took in his sent for the last time, when i pulled away he began to  lean  in and i copied his actions before i know it our lips are connected with each other. once we pull away we both say in sync "goodbye luke" "goodbye sami i love you and im so sorry i have to leave but my bitchy mother wont let me stay." luke said fighting back tears. i walked him to the door to say my final goodbye. i opened the door fighting back my tears. "goodbye lukey i love you and ill never forget you." i hugged him one last time and closed the door. as i closed the door i slide  down it sobbing. i already feel empty. 

              

*authors note* 

hey guys sorry i havent updated in a while but ive been really busy with school and spending time with my boyfriend. anyways hope you enjoy the chapter, let me know what you think. leave a comment vote like and follow for more drama!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bye im out love you alll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!