The Silent Tale

A Fools Melancholy

The dark,cool and rainy night,reflecting my true personality fit so perfectly as I lay there on the ground. Trying my best to not die. My killer watching me; as I remember what I've done,I can't but help to feel self pity. I was truly a fool. I think back to that day. The day I started it all.

2 years earlier

It's March 5th,2019. It's been about three months since all my surgeries that needed to be done were done. Vaginoplasty and all.. I've been on hormones since pre-op and post-op. My life has been almost normal,if you count all the transphobia and constant bullying. I just hope today isn't worse.

"Hey Tali!" Is all I heard upon going to first period. The person saying this simple greeting none other than my best friend. Patrice De Paz. I've known Patrice since Middle School. She has always been there for me. Hell,I don't think there's ever been a day where she hasn't made sure I was alright. As I turn to her,I fake a smile and simply respond with a "Hey! How's it going?". I internally cringe upon hearing myself. Faking this happiness just wasn't cutting it. All I feel is negativity. All I have is negative thoughts. So that I stand here, trying to sound my best just disgusts me. Yet,I do it because of her. She is one of the few who truly care for me. I then sigh and sit next to her. Having the same conversation.

Lunch

As I return to my seat with my lunch,I look straight ahead and ignore all the stares from the Anti-LGBT students in the school. Sighing heavily as I go to my spot for lunch. Of course upon arriving to my spot,I'm greeted with my bully. Kasandra De Valle. I put my food down and flat out say,"What the hell do you want this time?". Of course Kasandra didn't take this too kindly. Getting up and replying in her snarky tone "Meet me in the girls room in five." With that she left. Obviously going to show up,I hastily scarf my food and beverage. Getting up and going to the girls room.

Girl's Room

As I walk in to the restroom,I'm greeted with the nasty looks of Kasandra and her friends. I simply hold in my rage and hear her out. "So you think you're hot shit now for cutting it of? Hell,I bet you cut it off because you couldn't pull a single girl." Kasandra said as she smirked malevolently. Upon hearing that,I approach her only to fall. I was struck on the head by one of her friends. Falling down rather hard; Kasandra and her gang rush to me and start kicking me,punching me and throwing things at me. I was hit rapidly. Again and again until they had enough. As they all laugh and slowly leave; I lay there,silently crying while curling up. I just couldn't help but think about revenge. Laying there all beat up,It causes one to feel helpless and weak. I just stay there,even after lunch. I stay there in thought and pain. Feeling like my existence was just a sad excuse to everyone. The daughter of two foolish people. I feel like,this is the end for me. Until I hear someone walk in......

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Yaaaas! Sorry for it being short! It's kinda late for me right now. I'll publish part 2 possible tomorrow! Thank you guys!!