Was I stupid to hold onto hope?
Did I learned nothing from my experiences?
Is... this my punishment, is this all because I tried to play God?
Hehehehe... hmhmhmhm... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
It's useless... useless... useless.. useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless, useless.
USELESS!!!
Why? WHY!?
Haven't I suffered enough? I wanted to make it right.. "She's" gone and that's final. No one in this world gives a damn, not the people below and the God above.. No one, no one will ever know "she existed."
Why her? Why not me?
Hehehehehehehe..... hahahahhaaa.....
I want to forget it,... all of it... These past few weeks, my feelings, experiences, regrets, and... my affections.
Why? Why did God have to do this to me? Does he hate me that much?
No.. this is my fault, all of it.
This so called mad scientist,... this DELUSIONAL CHARADE, ALL OF IT!!
WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE WITH THIS DAMN ABILITY!?
Time flows the way "God" wants to, to change it means defying him.
Its useless.
I give up. There's no hope. There's... no God.
I can't. I can't forget.
No matter how hard I try. But can I even try?
I'm the last one who remembers you. Your voice, your look, your scent, your warmth, your smile,... all of it. But.. what can I do?
The world wants "you" dead, to be forgotten. But "you" wanted your friends, the ones closest to you live.. "You" didn't care about dying as long as everyone else lives.
And I will carry on your wish. From now on, I'll make sure your wish stays safe. Putting you close to my heart forever.
Tomorrow's a new day.
My past is gone. I'll stop looking forward to the future and stay on the present.
Whatever it takes, I'll make sure to keep time flowing. As it should.
No one should ever desire such a thing. The best we humans can do is to be normal. To desire something so highly is useless.
He... hehehe... hehe..
I'm so tired... So, so tired. I want to rest. I want to sleep. I haven't rested in so long. Now I'm finally ready to put the blanket over my body.
I'm so tired.
Let me rest.
If possible..
Forevermore...
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La Farfalla Part 2 Event Horizon
Science FictionConsider, can the universe be justifiably called infinite? Doubtful. It may not have a discernible end, but it had a beginning and its component parts definitely have a limited cosmological shelf-life. Splitting hairs or not, if history tells us any...
