1:46am, lying on my bed and staring at the ceiling blankly.
This one unforgetable memory has been playing in my mind for a while now. I shook my head off the thought.
I stood up and walk towards my table and pulled out my old diary from the drawer. Dusts filled the cover as the book was left for years, untouched.
I brushed a part of the cover with my thumb, it says, All my good memories with you. Kang Yoochan.
"Based on how it ended wasn't so good wasn't it." I laughed half heartedly.
I then opened the book, scanning over the first page.
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I chuckled as I read through it, I sounded so adorable. Little did I know what's gonna happen in the future.
Then as I flipped over the pages randomly, I stopped at one page where there are his printed picures pasted on it.
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"The more I read this diary, the more desire I have to burn it," I said after I read what he wrote at the bottom of the page.
My face lits up, "maybe after I write something on this book."
I then quickly opened my drawer once again to grab a pen. I took a seat on my bed and started writing on a new page with a huge evil smile on my face.
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I laughed at my own writing but it soon faded as the feels started to hit me. I had to admit that I still remember most of the memories with him, but I had to throw it away.
I took a deep breath before I stood up, feeling strong as ever. I looked at the mirror and smiled at myself.
"I could live happily even without you. Now let me burn this sh*t out."