Felix
When I met you for the first time, I just thought you'll be one of those people that come and go, but you actually are a friend of mine now. A really good friend in wich I can relay on and tell everything to.
When it hurts I can come to you and explain everything. When I'm happy I can tell you too, and when I'm angry you help me to get into my senses again.
And I have to tell you, that I don't only see you as a friend. I see you as my everything, everytime and everywhere...00:34✔️
Felix
I'm sorry if this is sudden for you but I can't keep it any longer. My heart aches and my stomach hurts whenever I see you and I'm not able to hug you just becouse I want to and for the pleasure of doing it.00:35✔️
Felix
I'm just sending you long ass texts waiting for an answer I'm probably not gonna get anyways...00:35✔️
Felix
I'm sorry I just did that... It wasn't planned at all
Idk why I did it...00:36✔️
Chan
Hey Felix... This was a lot to take in, but it's okay, you can tell me everything buddy...00:40✔️
Chan
I guess it's easier by text for you but can
we talk???00:41✔️
Chan
Meet me at the down road park in 10??
Okay hon?00:41✔️
Felix
Idk I think I might have an anxiety attack before I get there...00:42✔️
Chan
More reason to be there as soon as possible mate! I don't want something bad happening to you again...
00:42✔️
Felix
Okay hyung, I'll be there in 15"00:42✔️
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Happy accidents [Book 1: Black, Grey and White]
FanfictionWe don't make mistakes. We just have happy accidents... Felix diary. His raw thoughts. Contains self harm and another hard themes. Read under your own risk. [A ChanLix Story (another one) and a KookV story]