Actually, Can You Survive 4 Years In Hell?

Chap 4, Blue

Harley is a such a jerk, I get that she's family, but like I'm already the black sheep of the family. Harley makes me feel like, I'm not even in the family, she calls me gay and says I would be better off as a girl.

Like I don't care being called gay, cause I know who I am, and that's what really matter. But she calls me 'she' and 'sister' and that kinda hurts. Even though I get a kick out of a random person calling me a ma'ma and shit, Harley knows who and what I am.

I walk a few steps behind Stephen and Harley, Harley is basically hanging on him. Kenny is walking beside me tho so that make me feel a little better. I didn't realize we were at the bottom of the stairs, and if your not careful you could trip... and that's what I did.

I trip on the bottom step and hit the ground hard, "shit-" I whisper yell. Stephen turns around and helps me up, he laughs at me. He grabs my hand and pulls me up.

"What did you just say?" Mom came running out of the kitchen, Stephen was still holding my hand, we quickly move them away. "Hosuh what did I say about cussing."

"Sorry ma'ma." I say, I'm really not sorry, but I dont want to get yelled at when we have guest over.

"We well talk about this later." She hissed, she turned to Stephen she basically pushes him away. "Sorry you had to see that, come with me."

I sigh and go to the table to sit down, dad is at the head of the table, mom on the left of him, then Harley sitting next to her then an opened seat. On the right of dad is Henry, the youngest (he's 7), then Harrison (he's 14), then me.

I look at my plate, chicken and vegetables, not that cool. Stephen sits down next to Harley but also in front of me. He smiles, I smile back, "So are you Hosuh's or Harley's boyfriend?" Harrison says, stuffing bread into his mouth.

"Um... what?" Stephen said looking at Harrison, I put my head down and laugh. "I'm straight..."

"Sure you are." I wink at him.

"You are not helping my case." He say with a laugh, I laugh as well.

"Oh, my bad, by the way you and hosuh were smiling and looking at each other. I thought I would ask." He said, putting the bread when he sees mom and dad sit down.

"Harrison, that's a rude thing to ask someone." Mom said, Stephen seems uncomfortable.

"Don't worry, I don't care. I've been told I look 'gay', mostly the hair." Stephen smiles at Harri, Harri leans over and whisper in my ear. "I like him, he can stay."

"Tell Harley that, better yet tell him that." I whisper back, Harley sits down.

"You know its rude to whisper when others are around." Dad said from the head of the table. "If you have something to say say it alond."

"Fine, I said that I like housh's- I mean Harley's boytoy- I mean boyfriend." Harrison said looking dead into dad's eyes. Stephen almost spit out his drink, I start laughing at him.

"Harri, Stephen's not gay! How dare you think that." Harley glared at me and Harrison.

"It was a joke, beside there's nothing wrong with liking the same sex." Harrison said eating another piece of bread. It went quiet.

Stephen makes a face me of questioning, he makes a quick glance at Harrison then back at me. I'm guessing hes asking if Harrison is gay, I shrug.

"So Stephen do you play any sports?" Dad ask, of course he ask that question.

"No sir, I'm not into sports, but I can play a few instruments." He says pushing the chicken with his fork, he ate everything else tho.

"Oh." Dad is really into sports so I think he was hopping Stephen was too. "What do you play?"