I had already loads of works and projects, although it was only my first day. I decided I would do it at the library, it was huge and beautiful but the best part was how peaceful was it in there. I took my laptop out and started typing for my literature class, then I remembered what had happened with this Harry guy earlier. I smiled, I didnt know why.
What the fuck, why am i thinking of him?
My phone started buzzing, I had a new message.
Hey Samie, this is Harry. xx
I felt a hole in my stomach, this was just one coincidence. I unlocked and just saw it, I remembered him calling me a bitch and I felt like punching him right in the face. My phone buzzed again.
Dont ignore me, I didnt meant it that way.
I'll pick you and Perrie? :)
I didnt knew how I felt, it was weird how much I hated or at least didnt like this guy at all but at the same time felt the need to know more about him. I typed back.
Dont call me Samie, and no. Not now nor ever.
He replied back instantly.
You know playing hard to get would just make me be all over you
I could read his cheeky accent already.
Im sorry Im used to act like a jerk when Im with pretty girls like you
I rolled my eyes and chuckled.
That's probably the worst pick up line ever.
I replied.
I continued doing my work and although my phone continued buzzing I ignored it, I was really lost with all this homework. I quickly looked to see the clock and it was already 6:30 pm, so I finished my last project as fast as I could and ran to my door room.
When I arrived I left my stuff next to the couch and throw myself to the bed, I was tired as fuck.
"And this is just the first day." The familiar voice talked again making me jump.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" I felt bad about swearing all the time. I've never swear around boys, just around Charlie. He didnt care, he loved me for who I was and he even used to tell me that I looked sexy when I swore.
Fuck, I miss him.
"I told you I'll pick you and Perrie up." his thick accent filled the air making me shiver.
"And I told you to stop talking to me, yet here you are." I laid on my bed while I rolled my eyes.
"So, you're saying that if i stop talking to you, you'll go out with me?" Harry wiggled his eyebrows and i couldn't help but laugh.
"Did you listen to what you said?" I giggled and he smiled. I guess he didn't expect me smiling to him, ever.
"Please say yes?" He gave me a puppy look and i chuckled.
"Go out with you?"
"I'd love to know more about you." He blushed and removed his glasses to clean them up a little.
"Fine. But do me a favor." I stared at his green eyes and heard Perrie's steps approaching.
"What now?" He whined like a little baby.
"Tell Perrie I'm not here and leave right now to Amy's." I said while heading to the bathroom.
"You're so antisocial." Harry looked at me with a confused look, giggling. "Deal."
So he did.
~
Almost a week of being at University and I am so happy about everything, I mean I love every class, except for the fact that Harry is at one of my favorites. I love being around the boys and Perrie, they are so fun, except again for Harry, he is always teasing me and trying to make me laugh and its annoying.
It was Friday, and tomorrow was going to be the homecoming, sadly I didn't have a date, Perrie was going with Jake and Nathan mentioned he was going with one girl of his Literature class, I don't know who is Harry going with but im okay with it, I'm not going anyway. I have plenty of homework and projects to do. I arrived home with a huge headache, I just needed to sleep, I couldn't stop thinking of things, things of the past.
I opened quickly my door room and shouted Perrie I was home, but she wasn't. It's weird because I heard someone at my room.
"Jake?" I muttered. "What are you doing here?"
"Hey Sam, I am so sorry about what happened last week." He really looked like he cared.
"What happened last week?" I said swallowing sadness. I hated people noticing when something bothered me or when i was hurt by someone's opinion. Harry's opinion at the moment.
"Harry telling you that, it was mean." he walked closer to me.
Jake and I had really become friends; he is like my best friend here. I've never had a best friend guy ever since well, Charlie.
"I'm fine, I promise." I lied and just hugged him, it felt right. Hugging someone since a long time.
"Then, I hope you have your dress ready, because we are going to homecoming." He kissed my forhead.
"What?" I chuckled.
"You, Perrie, Me and Harry." Jake was joking, I hope he was.
"Good joke Jake." I giggled.
"He is really sorry, please! Don't break his little hear Samie. He's been talking about you ever since you told him you were going on a date with him." He looked at me with puppy eyes.
I looked at him for the last time and I sighed. "Things I do for you kido." I rolled my eyes.
"Great!" he cheered. "We'll pick you up at 8:00, okay?"
"Sure." I rolled my eyes again and heard Perrie cheered behind me.
"I guess its time to go shopping!" She screamed like a little girl, she was so girly. I really liked Perrie, I never thought I could be friends with a girl so girly. If that makes any sense?
"Where the fuck did you came from?" I laughed.
~
Jake left us at the mall and we walked to a cute store with prom and wedding dresses. It was nice spending time with Perrie and she couldn't stop screaming like a teenager because of tomorrow's big night. It was nice being happy, not like i wasn't happy before its just that, i used to have a different way to see the world with Charlie.
After of what felt like hours and days, Perrie decided to buy a white long dress since it was going to be a formal dinner, it was simple but classy, she looked gorgeous. She added a few silver jewellery. I loved her and her style, I admired Perrie, I've always admired people, I wished someday I was admired by someone, but being honest I've done loads of things Im not proud of so its quite impossible what I wish for.
I on the other hand, decided to take a long baby blue dress. I loved it, I wished I had wear this at prom... whatever. It was opened from the back and had long sleeves, the dress was pretty comfortable, I really loved it.
I was starting to feel bad again, God damn it I wish I was okay. I wish I was like Perrie, she's perfect, she's the perfect girl, the perfect daughter, the perfect friend.
But I just, screw people's life.
