Last A/N: Depression

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So I just want to tell everyone that im depressed. Reason why mother has been calling me "whore, slut, cunt, fatty, fat, mrs.piggy, slob". Its gotten so bad that I cut my wrist sometimes and I have mental break downs, and pain attacks from her. She hits me when she is mad and I get scared because it gets worst everyday. I don't know what to with myself. I feel like im not good enough for anyone or anybody. I don't think im worthy enough to even live or breath because I feel like garbage. My own ex best friend ditch me after I told her I was depressed. She told me "I don't have time to deal with your stupid feelings". I yell at her for not caring about me or my well being. I said I was sorry next day and she hasn't respond after five fucking long months. My boyfriend concerned about me because he always see my bloody wrist and telling me that he will be there for me no matter what. I love him to death but I don't think im not worth anyone love. This has been so hard on my health that I've been thinking about giving up life. I'm sorry....fuck I can't even stand to look at myself. I wish I was sometimes dead and I can't tell anyone in my family how im feeling. I hate this...im sorry....comment if you want but I think anyone gives a two shits about me...sorry..

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