Sadness overpowered me today.
it gets worse during the afternoon. I was in class and you know the feeling like you're about to cry but you just can't. Because lesson was ongoing and you dont think it's a good time to cry. So. i hold it in really hard but then few drops of tears rolls down my face and I don't feel like wiping it away. I miss my friends, I miss my old school, I miss my old self.
If I was someone else, to see me in my current state, it is so pathetic. So pathetic that this girl is always sad. Always being alone. All by herself.
All I need is a shoulder to cry on. A big warm hug. Something familiar to. embrace. But all of those are too far away from me.
I also think not too burden them with my petty thought and feelings. I mean they would do anything for me but I wouldn't want them to see me like this.
Guess that I officially hate November.
November sucks, so am I.
