LoveTriangle

Sorry...Not Sorry !?!!

*****Katrina's P.O.V*****

I got out of the studio, I was basically running, I feel so bad, I feel like I've cheated on niall !!! I mean I didn't kiss harry back but....I also didn’t stop him! And what's making feel worst is the fact that I kinda...liked that kiss, harry is an incredible kisser, when he pressed his lips on mine I couldn't move, I was paralyzed, all I could hear was the beat of my heart getting louder !!! What the heck am I saying? ???! I liked the kiss ???!!!! What !!!!!

After a while of walking in the beautiful streets of Barcelona trying to clear my head, I went to Carlos's house to check on him and to try to forget about that kiss.

"Hey Carl" I said when Carlos opened the door

"Hey katy, come on in!" He replied

"So how's your wrist? " I asked

"it's better, it hurts a bit but I'm fine" he answered

"You're still coming to the ball on Wednesday ?!" I asked

"How can miss seeing you and that pretty British boy dancing" he said smirking

"How did you know? I don't remember telling you that" I said

"Mary came this morning to check on me, she told me.....she doesn't seem to like that harry guy though" he said

"You know mary, she always need somebody to criticize" I said

After hours of talking with Carlos, I was feeling better and I kinda forget about what happened earlier this day

"What's going on with you today?" Carlos asked

"What do you mean by that?" I asked back

"It looks like there is something bothering you" he said

"There is nothing bothering me I'm just a bit tired that's all" I said

"I know you since we were 3 years old Katrina and I can tell when there is something wrong with you" he said

"I'm fine trust me,,,, gotta go now it's late" I said

"Okay! You know I'm here if you need someone to talk to" Carlos said

"Thanks Carl! You're an amazing friend" I said and I gave him a huge hug.

I went home and I was praying that harry wasn't home I really don't wanna see or talk to him right now.

"Where have you been ??!" Mary asked when I entered the house

"I was at Carlos's, I went to check on him" I said " are the boys here?" I asked

"They are here ....except Harry...I thought you guys were together....you know where is he?? " mary said

"I don't know and I don't care. ....I just wanna go to bed" I said

''Bed ??? It's only 8:30pm !!!! What's going on kate?" Mary asked

"Nothing! I'm just tired and I need to rest" I said "good night" I added

I went straight to my room, I locked my door I just wanna be alone.

After a while I heard someone knock at my door

"Go away Mary !!!! I'm fine" I yelled

"it's me Rosalina ! Please open the door baby girl" Rosalina said

I opened the door and I let rosie come in

"Your parents wanted me to see if you're ok" rosie said

"I'm fine Rose !!! Don't worry about me" I said

"Don't you wanna come downstairs and have something to eat?" Rose asked

"I'm not hungry" I answered

"Katrina my dear, I raised you since the day you were born and I've never heard you say that you're not hungry unless there's something bothering you" Rosalina said

'Believe me I'm fine I'm just not hungry ,,,, , that's all " I said

"Ok ! What do you want me to tell Mr Styles? " she asked

"What do you mean???" I asked

"He said that he needs to talk to you about something really important" rose said

"Tell him that I'm tired....We'll talk tomorrow" I told her

"Ok good night honey" rose said

"Night Rosalina" I replied smiling

It's 2 am in the morning I didn't sleep at all, I was on my Twitter following some fans and answering their questions, I love talking to my fans a lot, I feel so blessed to have them they're like family to me.

I was so hungry ....I haven't had dinner, so I wentdownstairs to the kitchen and when I turned on the light I saw ....Harry !!!! I shouldn't be surprised I mean he's done that before, at least this time he wasn't naked. When I saw him I turned around and I was heading back to my room.

"Kate please wait! !!" Harry said

"I don't wanna talk to you right now" I said

"Just turn around and let me explain please" he said

When I turned around I couldn't help but to notice the blood on Harry's hand.

"You're bleeding! !!" I said

"It's nothing" harry replied

''There is blood on your hand !!! What happened? " I asked

"I was holding a knife and I. ...." I didn't let him finish, I grabbed his hand to help him.

I was holding Harry's hand, I was cleaning the blood off of it.

"I'm sorry about earlier" harry said

"Let's not talk about that" I replied

"Let me say this please. ....I need to say it " harry said looking into my eyes

"I'm so sorry that I kissed you' he said

"You should be" I said

"I mean you have a boyfriend" he said

"Yes I do" I said

"Can you please let me finish? " he asked

"Okay" I said

"I'm sorry that I kissed you....but I'm not sorry that I liked it" he said

"What??????!!" I replied

"I Am not sorry that I liked the kiss and I am not sorry for wanting to do it again....but most importantly. ...I am not sorry that I am in love with you " harry said and I was shocked I didn't know what to say or how to react.

" I know you're with niall but you can't deny that you and I have something !!!! I know you're feeling it too! You don't wanna admit it but I can see it in your eyes" he added

"Have you lost your mind? " I yelled at him

"I don't know.... maybe....but I don't really care !!! All I know right now is I'm truly madly deeply in love with you and I wanna be with you more than anything in this world and it kills me when I see you with niall !!! Because you should be with me" he said

Before I knew it I found myself slapping harry on his face !!!!! How could he say that to me??? I have a boyfriend! !!!

After that I just went straight to my room !

Notes

Hey guys !!! So terribly sorry cuz I didn't update I was extremely busy! I promise I'll try to do a second chapter later this day.
What do you think ???