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Aiden

"What the fuck!" My broken voice echo's through the dense forest as my hands clamp down on Leo's shoulders pulling him away but to my horror, he doesn't budge, he just keeps thrusting into her.

Turning back once, a smirk plays on his face.

Emilia looks over his shoulder, looking directly at me with glazed eyes while he's inside of her. She opens her mouth and moans his name then she directs her hideous words at me, "I'm sorry Aiden, you just can't protect me like Leo can."

She looks at him and smiles with adoration, my feet won't fucking move as I watch the horrific fucking scene unfold in front of me. "He's a better man than you." She moans, burying her face into his chest. Her words and actions cut through me like a hot knife, I fall to my knees.

Leo continues ramming into my girl, turning his head to me he says "Fuck, she feels so good."

Collapsing withing myself, I roll into a ball covering my ears and pushing my face between my knees so I can't hear them anymore. Someone fucking make it stop.

Shooting up from the bed in a hot sweat I feel for her in the dark, but she's already leaning over me, still shaking me awake. Thank God she's here, Thank God for the sliver of moonlight showcasing her face. I lay back down, my body shaking in rage as she tries to soothe me.

Every night since I got back from Italy this has been my routine. Nightmare after fucking nightmare. It's always in a different location, but always the same dream. Him inside of her, the thought sickens me.

I know I shouldn't be so obsessed with being the only man to ever touch her, but it makes me happy knowing that. And fuck, I know she would never do that to me but it feels so real when it's happening.

She wonders why I fucking hate Leo, this is the reason. But it's just a nightmare. It isn't real but still, it's driving me mad.

I want to tell her what's been happening, my biggest insecurity is her leaving me for another man so I'm assuming that's reflecting in my dreams. Not that I would ever fucking allow that to happen, but the truth is Leo kept her safe in Italy. The only reason I even keep him around is for that fact, but the opposite side of that is that I couldn't keep her safe.

Yes, I locked her away while they took me away but I put her in that situation. How much longer until she realizes what a fuck up I am and leaves? I see the way he looks at her, I know how he feels. But is that my own fears that I'm seeing or the truth? Reality and my dreams mix, creating a haunting routine for me daily.

I train my eyes on hers, she's waiting for me to reply but I just need a moment. A moment to look into the eyes of my entire heart to calm myself before I go rip Leo to shreds over a fucking dream.

Emilia

I calm slightly when his eyes shoot open. It feels like years before he parts his lips and replies to me, "You're here." His tone is so defeated it breaks my heart.

"Of course I am, where else would I be?" I ask him, but he just shakes his head refusing to answer me.

He rubs the sleep from his eyes. "When did you come up here?"

"Not long after you, I'm sorry about our fight." Sleep has sobered me up a little. Last night the second Leo touched my leg I immediately went up to sleep with Aiden in our bed. I don't remember the exact words that were spoken between us during my drunken state but I hope I was respectful towards mine and Aiden's relationship.

Aiden always says Leo likes me, I just didn't see it until last night. I'm going to talk to him, let him know it won't ever happen but is it my fault? Am I giving off those kinds of vibes to him?

Still, It's extremely late and I'm a little tipsy, this conversation doesn't need to happen now especially with Aiden so upset. These nightmares are constant, every night multiple times a night. I can't even imagine what happened to him while he was taken, it's haunting him. "Aiden, I've tried to be patient. We need to talk about Italy. What happened to you?"

My question throws him off, "Italy?" He asks, pulling me closer to him.

Why won't he open up to me? "Your nightmares, I know it's from the torture you went through in Italy." I frown. "You don't have to hide from me, A."

He gives a slow nod, "Yeah... Italy." his jaw twitches. "Can I just hold you?"

I melt into his embrace, "I'm so sorry about earlier, I didn't mean anything I said." He tells me, his warm breath on my neck.

"Don't apologize, it was dumb. I'm sorry too though." Silence takes over the room.

"Still, I should never had said something about you out of spite to anyone... especially him."

He holds me fiercely, my back against his warm chest. Tears stream down my face when I feel his body slightly shaking, what breaks my heart is the sounds of him crying. No, not crying... sobbing.

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