Destine To Love You || PJM

Broken Hearts

He told me he loved me

I fell for it.

..

We where on the last year of high school and I became his girlfriend, something I thought will never happen.

As the last semester ended things started to become strange between him and me. I was so excited for prom night and to spent it with him. But. They told me he didn't love me. That he was with me just for pity and that he had another girl.

Of course I didn't believe it. They were jealous. They would try anything so we would broke up.

But I couldn't stop myself and be insecure. We even fight over that. I had to do something to keep him with me. If he had another girl it must be that I was lacking something. I had to give myself completely to him so he won't leave me.

Prom night passed and that didn't stopped him from leaving me. I was devastated.

There where a few days until graduation and my parents told me we where leaving to Busan for a job my father got there. I didn't want to leave just yet.
I wanted to know why? Why he left me so easily? Didn't he loved me? Or was it just me?

I saw him entering a cafe shop and his new girl was there and a few friends of him. I took a deep breath and entered the cafe and went to him. His friends went quiet and his girlfriend looked me up and down with hatred. Why would she if she took him from me already?
He turned around and looked me in the eye. I saw something flash in his eyes. It was quick and I couldn't get what it was because the next moment they where cold. Those beautiful eyes that used to see me with so much love and adoration, or I supposed, now look at me without emotion.

"Jimin..." words wouldn't come from my mouth, in mind I had a lot of things to say but right now I just couldn't make myself say something. Anything.

"What do you want now? We are over I don't think you have business with me, so stop bothering me!" He said irritated. Everyone at the cafe looked at us as he continued staring at me with that cold gaze of his.

I felt a knot forming on my throat but I had to ask him, "why would you say you love me and then leave like this... like you didn't care about me and how I feel about you? ... Is it amusing to you?" He left a quick sigh from his mouth and grinned "common babe why else would I have dated you?... Huh... You opened your legs so easily for me bet you would do the same for some of my friends you are such a slu-"

SLAP!

I slapped him with all my force in his right cheek and actually make him stumble letting redness on his face. Everyone gasped at that moment and he looked at me astonished at my action. Not even I new I was capable of that but he had crossed the line and I would never let someone insult me like that. Not someone I love. Not him. Never.

With tears on my eyes I finally spoke "Don't say things you'll regret later.." a sob escaped my mouth and his eyes softened just a little, "I just needed an answer to let go of you but now you have ruined the little love I had for you. Good job Park Jimin you have completely and totally broken my heart." Tears rolled down my cheeks and I didn't even care about the people looking at me.

I headed out of there and run all the way to my house where I saw the moving van and our stuff in boxes ready to go. With my head low I tried to get to my room but collided with a body. I looked up to see the worried expression of my dad, "what's wrong love?" I couldn't fake I was okay so I just let it all out. My dad hugged me and I buried my face on his blue polo shirt letting it all wet from crying. He gently stroked my hair until my cries became little sobs "Dear what happened?" I couldn't tell him about Jimin and the stuff he told me. Not yet, "I'll be okay... please let's go already to Busan, please" I hold him tighter and closed my eyes "if it is what you want we can leave today just let me do some calls and arrange some things on the office. Okay?" He told me with a gentle tone and I nodded "I love you dad." He gave me a kiss on the head "go pack your stuff so we can go" he looked me with a warm smile.

We left in the afternoon and as we left the city I looked one more time back remembering the past events. I closed my eyes and inhaled replaying the good and bad memories that now accompanied me, I was taking it all in.

I exhaled and as I touched my tummy I looked to the front expecting my new beginning...

Because now I'm not alone. Because now I have someone to leave for.