Highschool Crushes (Ticci Toby x BEN Drowned) Fanfic

Fetish and Flashbacks Part Two

----------Highschool Flashback----------
I was the new kid at CP High. I had slight Tourette's syndrome, but it was hardly noticeable. Ben was the video game/computer nerd there at the time.
I had a small group of friends that when there. It consisted of Helen (Bloody Painter), Natalie (Clockwork), Liu (Homicidal Liu), and Sally (Come Play with Me). They were all in art club except for Liu, so we hung out a lot.
At that time I was dating Natalie. She was pretty hot, but for some reason I wasn't all that attracted into her. I wasn't aware at that time that I was gay, but I was in pretty much denial of it.
Ben was going to CP High for a few years so he pretty much knew everyone and was actually pretty popular, for being a video game/computer nerd. His friends were Jack (Eyeless Jack) , Jeff (Jeff the Killer), Jane (Jane the Killer), and Tim (Masky). These were considered the most popular people in CP High.
Since Liu was Jeff's little brother we got to meet them a few times and they turned out to be pretty cool, not like the people back at my old school. But when Ben and I first meet I first thought, "Hey that guy's kinda cute." Then I mentally slapped myself for even thinking that way. Yep, I was defiantly in denial at that part in my life. But what Ben was wearing that day was so adorable!
He was wearing a "Legend of Zelda" t-shirt, with navy blue skinny jeans, black converse, a oversized sweater, that he took off, and a beanie. I know I shouldn't be thinking that a guy is cute cause it's wrong and that I'm dating Natalie, but he was just so irresistible.
As the weeks went by my friends suggested that I join a club. At first I didn't want to but then I though about how all my friends joined some sort of club. Even Liu joined one about a week ago and he seemed to enjoy it.
I know I didn't have a artistic bone in my body so art club was of the list. I also sucked at poetry and writing so the club that Liu joined was off the list too.
Liu suggested that I join a club that his brother or his brother's friends where on. Jane was a cheerleader, so scratch that off the list. Jeff wasn't in a club anymore because he was to violent and short-tempered, so he joined the football team. That was another no.
Jack was in some kind of human anatomy club. That freaked me out big time cause of the things they talked about in there. I also learned Jack has a obsession over kidneys. So, no human anatomy club. Then there was Tim, who was class president and I didn't want to fill the open spot for secretary.
After making a list of all the possible clubs and sports that I could join, the one that I found most appealing was the tech-club. When I when to join I found the most amazing surprise in the club.
It turns out that Ben was the president of the club, so I was easily welcomed in it. Joining the club turned out to be way more fun than I expected it to be. On some days we could do things like just goof off on the computers or play video games. On others though we had to do some stuff like fix some broken computers or sound equipment. But all around it was fun.
About one month after joining Ben and I grew really close together and I started to notice the things he likes and the things he doesn't like, his habits, and just the little things about him. I learned that Ben was pansexual and that was totally fine with me; I wasn't going to judge someone badly just by there sexual preference.
I ended up breaking up with Natalie. It just wasn't working out. She took it nicely though because she said she still wanted to be friends. In the end we were still best friends and that is totally fine by me.
After getting to know everyone a bit more, especially Ben, I realized that I might be gay or at least bi. I had no idea how to come out about this and if I did would I get bullied and lose most of my friends? This started to eat at my conscience, I just had to tell someone.
I eventually told my sister Lyra. She took the news well and promised she wouldn't tell anyone unless I said it was okay. I really loved my sister. As the days past it started to grow awkward between Ben and I for some reason.
I knew the reason it was awkward for me, but for Ben I had no idea. Jeff and Natalie ended up dating, so did Jane and Liu. I was happy for them but, I really wish that I could tell Ben how I feel about him.
When it came to telling a person how I feel, I was basically a fish flailing around in a dry area. I always had trouble telling people how I feel. Heck, it even took me two years to ask out Natalie and that didn't even work out.
Though, the thing that surprised me the most was how Ben confessed to me first. And the way he did it was so fucking cute.
It all started with him holding up his iPad, it said "Will you do me the honor of being my boyfriend?" Then he lowered the iPad, revealing his blushing face and whispered in a cute voice, "Please?"
Instead of giving him a actually word answer, I tackled him to the ground and kissed him sweetly. When we parted he questioned, "Is that a yes?" I laughed and replied, "Yes, that is a yes." He grinned in delight.
"I guess we have to go on a date now." ,he giggled. I just smiled like a idiot and said, "Yes, that would be great."
After two months of dating Ben, he asked if I could help him study for mid-terms. I knew that he was not the best in a few of his classes so I agreed since I was a straight A student. While studying I noticed that he was able to get distracted easily, so I made a promise that if he pasted the mid-terms then he could do what he wanted to me for one night. That seemed like enough motivation.
Though we have slept together before, I was almost always the one that dominated the other. The thought of Ben dominating me was a major turn on, so I also hoped that Ben past his mid-terms.
I also learned that Ben is basically a whole different person I the bedroom. I really liked that quality about him and how his moods can change from one thing to another.
---------------Flashback End--------------
I was snapped out of my thoughts when BEN started to stir in my arms.
"Good morning beautiful" I whispered, "Did you sleep well?" He sat up to rub the sleep out of his eyes and yawned.
"Not really, I dreamt that some asshole with brown hair was pounding my ass all night." He deadpanned.
I just laughed and kissed his cheek. "I love you too." I said. We started to cuddle, but was interrupted by a low growling noise.
"Man, I'm starving," Ben groaned, "What time is it?" I looked at the clock on the nightstand. It read 3:28, way to early for anyone to be up.
"It's almost 3:30." I replied. He groaned and I smiled. Ben was way to cute for his own good. "Okay, how about this" I started, "we go make a small snack that can hold us off till morning."
"Technically it is morning, so how bout a large breakfast that can hold us off till dinner?" He suggested giving me puppy eyes.
"Okay let's compromise and make a breakfast that's big enough to hold us off till lunch. Is that ok?" I asked.
"Sounds like a plan." He agreed.
"Just try to keep it down" I requested, "I don't want to wake my sister or my folks." He nodded in agreement. My parents where out at a college reunion last night with my sister so BEN and I got the whole house to enjoy what we wanted. It was fan-fucking-tastic.
----------Time Skip Four Hours----------
We were off to school at this point. Ben and I were holding hands and he was humming a tune from a video game. I smiled at how cute he looked. He was wearing one of my beanies, along with one of my sweaters that was a little to big for him, some jeans that he packed and a t-shirt with a "Legend of Zelda" logo.
I on the other hand was wearing a black turtleneck, with a hoodie, jeans and some converse. The bus pulled up and we got on. The ride was long and bumpy, but I didn't mind if it was with Ben.
-One Long and Bumpy Bus Ride Later-
We where at school and as usual it was boring as fuck. When the final bell rung I was relieved. I could finally go to tech-club. When I got there I saw Ben with a cut on the palm of his hand. I panicked immediately and looked for a first-aid kit. I found one and went over to Ben very quickly. When I got over to where he was I asked him what happened.
"I was trying to fix a broken computer and accidentally cut myself on something sharp in it." He replied.
I was relieved that was all it was and that it wasn't something more horrible. This was also a relief that the cut was shallow, it looked like it would heal in a couple of days.
When I finished cleaning and wrapping the wound in bandages, I leaned down to lightly kiss the spot where he was cut. "My sister said that if you kiss the spot where you were hurt it heals quicker." I said.
He smiled and kissed me on the lips. I kissed back and wrapped my arms around his waist. "I love you so much Toby." Ben smiled as he said this.
"I love you so much too" I replied and smiled, "Do you want to go home and just watch a movie or something?"
"I would love that." On the walk back to my house Ben just rested his head in my shoulder and hummed a tune I was unfamiliar with.