MAY is here and I'm still alone in my big bed
same routine no calls or text to read
its been a months when my lonely heart alone
and hungry for love
and maybe my prayer didn't hear at all
DECEMBER and yes its christmas
candles in the windows , present under the tree ,
little angel singing in every house ,
and couples every where
and here i am celebrating christmas alone and ready togo for bed
do i have to give up or just wait for more months
JANUARY new beginning and this is how we welcome
New year i hope this year my man will come and
gave me some love
i hope tears of joy and happiness for this year
oh! god please hear my pray
months past by until I'm here in FEBRUARY
maybe this time god hear my pray
they say this month is the best for love
so i grab the chance
until i meet this guy
brown eyes, long eyelashes
red lips, tall man, and soft chicks
looking those thing makes me fall in love
is this what we called love at first site ? ,
and now i thank god he hear my pray.
time past by until we get to AUGUST
4 months we been together
until he ask one question
and definitely i say yes
and that day my world change
seeing your face in the morning is the best morning i have
saying the word love every minute is the best time i spend
holding my hand every where is the best day i have
kissing me without no doubts is the best feeling i love
message me every hour is the best message i got
writing the word i love you in my palm is the best memory i have
but the best part is when you say I'm the only women you spend love forever
is the best thing that god gave me ,
laughter, sadness, happiness, romance, anniversary and love
we spend time with those words
but the best part of it is when you show your love to me every day
and now christmas is here again with a smile in my face
we spend christmas together again
kiss, hugs and love without a doubt thats what you called love
and until new year came
our love is like a rainbow full of colors
and like a candy that full of sweetness
months past by until MARCH came
the colors become dark
the candies melt in all places
bitterness all over in our world
until your promise become stone
tears shed in my pillow and looking for your hugs
in the night missing you is the worst part i have done
why you left me without a words
and until i wake up with out you in my side
Waking up and saying to move on
showing some confident to curse you in my heart
but still I'm thinking and still inlove with you
but suddenly Month of APRIL came and i receive
mail came from you
asking forgiveness , the word i love you and missing you so much
my heart felt some joy
but when i read the last part of your message
Im always here for you don't give up and heaven is the place where we
can be together again
the rain start to fall down and some tears in my eyes
now I'm stuck in the rain and realize why you left me
now i know that you truly love me until last of your life
Months past by and begging for god to give me some answer
to heal the pain in my heart
and to bring back you to me
but i know it will never happen again
Until MAY is here again and still I'm alone in my big bed
same routine no calls or text to read
and tears shed in my pillow
screaming with out a word
and waking up with a memories of you.
