Seeing those smile of yours make my day so wonderful
hearing your voice makes my life so easy
its like i want to stop the time we spend together
this is how i feel when I'm with you those smile
those jokes , those humble times , and love you gave
those are my favorite part in our relationship.
But only those days we spend time with out a word of suspect
but now when the sun comes out i feel pain because of suspect and
unloved you gave .
thats why i always put make up in my face that called fake smile and
some lipstick in my lips that called fake laugh.
I have to do that to show to you theres no problem even theres so much
tears in my heart and asking my self why I'm suffering for this pain ,
or why I'm so much in pain but the most pain in the world i cant leave you like a puppy and adopt by some one else.
is this what you called love or I'm just over react.
Now here i am in the cold night with the coffee in my table thinking so many Why in my mind.
and so many pain in my heart.
i want to give up but i cant because
All I know I cant leave with out you .
