Bulletproof love.

screw you.

" WHEN CAN WE GO HOME " jossy complained

" ill askk " I said

" okayy " she said

I walked over to the doctor

" excuse me , when can we take jossy home ? " I asked

" tonight " he said with a smile

" just make sure she's safe okay ? " he said

" I will " I said smiling and walking over to the room

" he said you can go home tonight " I told jossy

" yay ! " she said clapping her hands

I gave her a smile , she smiled back

" I missed you so much bb " I said

she smiled and kissed my cheek

" I'm sorry babe " she said

" its fine "

~ 2 hour skip ~

" alright , let's go home guys " I said

" yes ! " they all yelled

we drove off home. Adrian's home actually , jossy walked into her room , her room hasn't been touched since the day of yeah. well we haven't been home since that day. She looked sad she looked at the razors on the desk she looked at her wrist

" you okay jossy ? " I asked

" y-yeah i-im fine " she said as a tear rolled down her cheek I walked over to her I gave her a hug and kissed her forehead I walked over to her desk and picked up the razors

" any more ? " i asked

" jewelry box " she said and pointed to her ' jewelry box ' over her bed I took the box and opened it taking out all the razors I walked over to the restroom and flushed all of them.

I took the pills

" I'll let you sleep " I said she nodded as I shutted the door

~ jossy's pov ~

I woke up to the band practicing , Adrian walked through the door

" you sure sleep a lot " he said

I rubbed my eyes " how long have I been asleep for ? " I said

" about 6 hours "

" Oh dam " I said

he smiled and kissed my cheek

" I made you some soup " he said handing me a bowl of soup

" thanks babe " I said pressing my lips against him

" oh my shit. " Adrian said

" they're having ? "

" sounds like it "

I hit the wall

" STOP FUCKING MOANING ASHLEY " I yelled

Ashley walked through the door

" wait that's not you ? ew who the fuck is having sex " I said

we walked over to the room next door

" I don't wanna see boobs or a penis. " Adrian said

I opened the door and saw Vic and Vanessa I covered my eyes

" EW WHAT THE FRICK " I yelled running into my room

Vic came to my room with a blanket over his private spot

" what the fuck joseline " he said

" what ? " I asked

" what the fuck why would you open the door I mean like at all ? " he said

" I wanted to know who was having sex " I said adjusting my bracelets

" well you didn't have to open the door and interrupt everything ! " he yelled

" but I wanted to know " I said

" why does everything have to be about you ! " he yelled

" not everything is about me honestly " I said with a smile

" you know what ! Vanessa was right you probably did do that for attention ! " he yelled

" really Vic ? really ? well if that's what you think then fuck you ! the day I met you I told you all the fucking reasons why I cut and why im suicidal and your telling me I did this for attention ? screw you " I said as a tear rolled down my face I walked out of my room

" where are you going ? " Adrian and Ashley asked

" I don't know " I said grabbing my car keys I drove around for hours , I decided to drive to my moms house .. I arrived and walked over to the house

" hello " she said

" Hi " I said looking at my shoes

" Still looking ugly I see. " she said

" look I just came to say what I wanna say to you "

" and that is ? "

" okay , well your the worse fucking mother ever ! I fucken hate you with all my soul. you were supposed to love me like no one else would , you were supposed to protect me. but you didn't you treated me like I was a peice of gum on the side of your shoe. you stood there and did nothing while dad hurt me. how could you ? I was your daughter ! you should have done something and you didn't ! you know how many bruises I have ? do you know how many fucking scars I have ? " I showed her my wrist " screw you mom suck my fuck. " I said walking away

" Joseline wait " she said

" what ? "

" i-i didn't know .. I'm so- " I cut her off

" no don't say sorry screw you " I said walking away.