Face Me (Bangchan x Reader)

Preface/teaser

No ones POV:

Ugh. Another sad day. Another sad and boring day. Everything is dark now. Nothing's right anymore. After your mother had passed a month ago from a sudden heart attack, you were so filled with anxiety and grief that you kinda just shut everyone out, other than your father. Being a 21 year old, who just lost their mother, is really, really rough. You lay on your back in bed, the back of your throat dry and sore from snoring, or at least that was your guess. You felt warm under the covers. The covers shielded you from the coldness of the outside.

Just. Like. Your. Mom.

Everything reminded you of your mom. Things randomly triggered the tears, like a ticking time bomb just waiting to set off at any moment.
You had gotten bags under your eyes, from all the sleepless nights either sitting silently or trying to fill the whole that your mother had once filled. Your job was average, and enough for you to live and have some extra money for yourself. But none of that mattered to you right now. Nothing was helping fill the gap in your heart. You often visited your dad, at least three times a week because you knew he felt the same way you did. But conversing about your mother was anything but calm. Tears always poured from your eyes. And sadness filled your head. You never even got to say goodbye. And that was what destroyed you most. That thought made you want to cry. Just constantly now, you wanted to cry. So up until about two weeks ago, you just stayed at home, or at your dads house. You were thankful your boss gave to time off because of the situation. But you knew, for your mental and physical health that you needed to get out of the house. In fact you could feel a little bit of cabin fever.
This morning before you did anything, you went to take a shower, grabbing your clothes. Along with your phone and Bluetooth speaker. Pressing shuffle on one of your random playlists, you soon undressed and turned on warm water. You stepped in and let the water engulf your body. You sulked and washed you hair, lathering the shampoo and conditioner into your hair. Soon after rinsing out your hair, you spread the body wash suds all over your body. Later you got out, grabbing a towel and drying yourself off slowly, not in a rush for anything. It was a Saturday morning, so no work, no plans, no nothing. Soon grabbing your face lotion, softly rubbing it into your skin, you blow dried your h/c ,(hair color) h/l (hair length)hair. You put on a pair of black jeans and a f/c (favorite color) hoodie. You decided to walk; maybe to enjoy the scenery or something. Something to distract you. You didn't want your mind to constantly be focused on sadness but, you already kinda failed at that. You were always thinking too much. Just a little too much. Putting on some socks and sneakers, you snatched your wallet from your desk and ran out the door. You wanted some kind of caffeine, maybe some place to relax.

To the cafe we go~

{authors note: this is my first fan fiction, so anything bad or cringy content could be and expectation. Also, unedited, so there might've been typos. Lol But I'm trying really hard. More fan fictions can be requested but I might not get to all of them. I hope you enjoy this ff.