VERONICA

chapter 29

"What are you doing here?" I asked confused.

"I saw you rush out why didn't you tell me you where going?"

"Ruggero please–"

"I need to know Veronica" he pleaded.

"I didn't tell you because you weren't there, oh my god... do you not remember you left me at that cottage in middle of the forest without even calling for two days and the next day you send me roses  with some silly note like are freaking serious"

"Look I–"

"No just save it I'm not your wife to demand for explanation and I don't even want them but I'mma tell you something the next time you want to send me a note oh please.... Make the effort to write it by yourself"

"...."

"This is useless I'm leaving" I turned around to walked away but I was pulled back by the wrist and he crashed his lips on mine.

There was this little voice in my head telling me to push him away and I don't know why If it was because I missed the taste of his lips but I couldn't pull away I just could.

As he deepen the kiss, I find myself unable to resist oh my goodness I'm going to regret this tomorrow but I can't seem to think of what is going to happen tommorow and to be honest I cared less.

He suddenly pulled apart, my whole body tense as o tries to understand what happened, my heart was beating fast, I gazed up into his green eyes, but found that he was already gazing down at me.

Fuck feeling!

I hungrily kiss him, my mouth open, going pushing pass his clenched teeths to the moist space. I grab his head firmly, as if he was escaping, letting go of my hand he gently ran his hand down my waist, then rested on my butt.

I knew where this was going, I knew that of I continued with this it would end up with me waking up in an empty room with some silly excuse so I quickly pulled away breathless.

"I can't do this"

"What?"

"I can't watch you kiss her then come back to me"

"And you think I can just sit down and watch come up here with Bryce and kiss him in my face. Don't you think I'm tired of hearing shits about you with Hayden, don't you think I'm tired of your craps, your always thinking about you and no one else. You are the one who wanted this I never thought about this .. Xander was right you're a manipulative woman, I've always thought Katia was the cruelest woman I've ever met, it never came up that the was a woman as twisted as you because you are the worst I've met and if it's you decision to end this I support your decision. You behave just like the rest of them. I expected more of you."  he said all I could see was anger and disappointed in his eyes.

my eyes where blurry already I open my mouth to say something but nothing came out.

"I–I ...." He cuts me off mid sentence.

"Fash it" he huffed and walked away leaving me there, in the middle of nothing specifically, I closed my eyes and let the tears slide down my cheeks for the first time in years as I burst into a nervous laughter.

When I open my eyes again, I see Gerald's kind face looking at me. Gerald looks at me he could tell something was wrong.

"Is something wrong Miss?"

"I – nothing is wrong just take me home" I said wiping the tears with the back of my hand. He straighten up, he seems to understand what I'm talking about without me having to explain further.