"Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future." Oscar Wilde
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Jimin's PoV
Sleep here? Did I hear it correctly? Well, I mean it's better than leaving and being attacked by the horrifying clown. Right? But I shouldn't stay. I mean I don't have any clothes with me and I definitely don't want to sleep with skinny jeans. Yeah, I should wait a little longer and then I'll leave.
Or so I thought. Not only did the clown haven't stopped whispering, he now started chanting spine-chilling words.
'You can come
Or you can hide
But at the end
You're gonna die'"So? Wanna stay?" Yoongi once again broke the silence. "I don't relly want to sleep in jeans." I answered shyly reasoning why I should go. "Oh, of course. You can borrow my clothes?" Yoongi questioned me, his eyebrows raised. Well, now I don't really have a reason to leave, right? And I don't really want to leave either.
"All right." My answer makes Yoongi smile. He has a cute smile. I'm definitely looking forward to seeing him smile more. "Let's go upstairs and then you can change clothes?" Yoongi once again says. I can't help but find this situation extremely awkward. I don't really know him. Actually, today is the first day we're talking to each other. And now I'm going to spend the night in this house. Because I'm afraid to go outside. I should inform my parents that I'm staying at friend's house.
"Yeah, okay." I tell him trying to sound casual but my voice shakes a bit. "I'll just text my parents that I won't come home today." Yoongi nods and waits for me. I quickly send a text and then we go upstairs to Yoongi's room. Yoongi's room doesn't look like the rest of the house. It's not white and too luxurious but it's still amazing and reminds Yoongi so much. The room is really spacious but every part of the room is used and it gives the place a comfortable feeling.
There's a big bed that could easily fit three people if needed, a desk with a modern computer and massive bookcase. What really caught my eye is a black grand piano. I didn't know he plays... Well I basically don't know anything about him. Yoongi walks across the room and opens the door that leads to what seems to be his closet. Soon he comes back with a pair of grey trousers and an oversized white shirt.
"You can change in the bathroom, it's first door to the left." Yoongi says while handing me the clothes. I take them from him and blush slightly. Damn, why does my face has to betray me like this. I quickly turn around and go to the bathroom. After changing the clothes I look in the mirror to see how I look and all I can say is that Yoongi's clothes make me look hella cute. I feel like drowning in them and it's a good feeling.
When I come back too Yoongi's room I see that he has also changed into cosier clothes. "Do you want to watch another movie before we go to sleep?" Yoongi asks once he notices my presence. "Something to calm you down." That would be a good idea if the only thing that scares me at the moment wouldn't be in my head. But I agree nonethless. Instead of going downstairs Yoongi turns on a projector. Wow, I didn't see it before and I thought I looked around carefully.
We lay on the bed and Yoongi picks to watch Shrek. I would always watch Shrek with Jihoon. So without trying I become miserable. "Yoongi, can we cuddle?" I ask as the memories of my brother start flooding my mind. I need a hug right now. "Yeah, of course. Is everything alright?" Yoongi asks calmly. His voice is so soothing and that's when I decide to tell him everything.
"No, there are some things I want to tell you. " I say unsure, my voice cracking. The whispers I've heard a few moments ago are gone but I know the clown is still here. "Okay, go on, Jiminie." Yoongi says while caressing my hair.
"So... the reason why my family came to live in Seoul is a little bit sad." I start talking. I don't know how to say what I want to say but I continue to speak. "A few months ago, when I still lived in Busan, my younger brother Jihoon started acting a bit weird. He said he keeps hearing this voice whispering terrible things in his head. And he said thet he sees this clown all the time. No one believed him. But then it kept getting worse. Jihoonie was completely terrified. He was afraid to leave the house and he kept telling what that voice is whispering. It was absolutely terrific." I stop speaking and take a deep breath.
My body begins to shake and Yoongi hugs me tighter until I calm down a bit. "My parents thought that it's just his imagination and they decided to hospitalise him. He was getting treatment but it didn't help. Jihoon told me that this clown wants him to play with it. My brother was so scared of what could happen next. And I was afraid for him. And then one day..." The tears start rolling down my cheeks as I remember that day. "Hey, you don't have to tell me right now if you're not ready." Yoongi says assuringly. He already knows where my story is going.
"No, it's okay. I want to tell you." I tell him wiping my tears away. "And one day my brother decided that that voice is enough for him. I don't know how but he got to the roof of the hospital. And he jumped. He just jumped." I start sobbing uncontrollably. Yoongi just holds me close to his chest.
"I saw him fall, I saw him hit the ground." I continue telling. "And yet I understand why he did it."
Author's note
So... I started crying while writing this. I will continue this in another chapter.
Have a nice day!
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FanfictionJimin is a new kid at school. He seems to be avoiding other people but that doesn't work the way he wants when Yoongi notices him. It takes some time for Jimin to open up and tell his secret. "He whispers." Jimin's past is a bit tragic but present t...