Rocky adventure

see you again - CHAPTER 4

  It's been a few months since the massacre back home .
I also found out my father was dead , and so we're many Jedi just like him .
I haven't wanted to go to the many parades and festivals , my room just seemed more fitting .
All I could think about , was how my home .. my father .. all ripped from me so quickly , I just couldn't process what was happening.
Lola knocked on the brown yellow door , she peeked in at me in the dark room . The only light slithering, in was from her holding the door open ." Hey .." she said in a soft motherly voice " you know .. it's best to come and socialize... Look I know your hurting but you can't let this stop you .. you know your father-" I jolt up glaring at her with tear filled eyes " YOU DONT KNOW WHAT HE WANTED !?" I take deep breathes after yelling , Lola just frowned and gave me a saddened look . " I know .. i understand moma" she pat my knee " hey look when you decide to come out .. there is cake " stood and began to walk out closing the door and letting the darkness consume me once more .I began to sob uncontrollably, why me !? Why not anyone else ? Was it because I was force sensitive? . I growl and punch a pillow , wanting to rip everything up . Suddenly a faint glow lit the room and I peel over my shoulder .. I froze seeing my father looking at me .. and rather disappointed. " Look at you .. a mess .. i know I didn't raise a disappointment ." I pasued and rise a brow slowly waving a hand in front of his face . He didn't seem very amused " I am a force ghost moma.. I see you haven't been studying " with that I look down and finally speak " f-father ?" He holds a hand up " shush don't speak .. right now what I need you to do is focus .. you have far more bigger matters at hand rather then crying over me" I close my eyes and hang my shoulders , he was right and so was Lola .. I wasn't being mature . " I .." I couldn't think of anything to say back , he simple watched my every move and each one caused his irritation ..  father wasn't one for giving room to mistakes ." I understand father , I .. just don't see my purpose .. " he walked over and sat beside her " your purpose is to become a strong Jedi .. and protect those around you "
I simply pause my eyes wondered my father , I silently nod and closed my eyes sighing. When I opened the however , father had disappeared Into thin air .
" I think it's time we leave " she said to herself