Play With Me

I Dont Love Him

"Patrick..." Alex's words were soft around the edges, the complete opposite to his usually rough and dominant demeanour. Patrick whimpered.

"I don't love you Alex," he said honestly. "Just let me go."

"Still baby boy," he warns, and suddenly he flips me onto my stomach and continues his leisurely journey with his mouth up the backs of my legs, to my thighs, my behind, and then he stops. I groan.

"No...please???"

"I want you naked," he murmurs and slowly unhooks my corset, one hook at a time. When it's flat on the bed beneath me, he runs his tongue up the length of my spine.

"Christian, please."

"What did you just call me?" His words are soft and close to my ear. He's almost lying on top of me ... I can feel him hard against my behind. That's when I realised that I let my secret slip. Yes. I love fifty shades of grey. I'm blushing so hard. But Alex is still embracing me, right. "What do you want?"

I had to admit it.

"You."

He groans loudly and thrusts deep, again and again, over and over, and I am lost, trying to absorb the pleasure. It's mind-blowing...body blowing...

This is too intense. I can't stop him. I don't want to stop him...I want...I want...oh no, oh no...this is too...

"That's it," Christian growls. "Feel it, baby!"

***

Alex had driven him to school, with his mum in the car since he was still in his Ls. Patrick awkwardly shifted in the backseat, the pain of his wrists been locked together echoing from the past. As they left the car, they began to walk into the school, seeing all their classmates staring at them.

"Why are they staring?" Patrick asked over. Alex just snarled confidently.

"It's because I don't talk to anyone," they walked past the crowd and eventually outside again. "You're special Patrick."

He couldn't help but to be flattered, but then again, when he saw Alec fun past, his heart still fluttered. The athelete dmiled over to me, flashing his straight, white teeth. My heart melted.

Apex immediately jumped in front of me, shielding me from his beautiful gaze.

"Stop staring at him," Alex warned sexily, blocking the view.

"I'm allowed to do what i want," I said sharply, my words stinging him.

"Oh I know you," he said. "I know you really well."

*TIME SKIP*

At lunch, he sat in the usual spot with all his friends. Taylah, the coolest and newest member of the five, kept on staring into the distance, confused.

"Why is Alex staring at you like that?" Alex was in the bushes, and on top of a tree.

"I have no idea..." I lied. Alex was squatting on the branch of an oak tree in the far distance.

"Are you guys friends?" Vicky asked.

"Aha, you could say that," I laughed. I couldn't tell them. I was too embarrassed about everything that happened. So I had to shut up.

"It's really creepy. We should tell him to fuck off," Miku said, glaring st him.

"No, no don't," Patrick said, already fearing all the things that could happen when they got home. "I-it's kind of cute, isn't it?"

"I didn't know you were into bad boy," Taylah teased.

"You could say that."

*TIME SKIPS*

Patrick hated maths. He absolutely hated it. But the best part was Alec, who sat right in front of him. The jock wasn't the best at maths either, and would joke about it with his best friend Zane who was also a jock. Patrick loved his laugh. How kind and soft it was. He was nothing like Alex. He was sweet, adorable and loveable to be with.

"I have no idea how to do this question," Alec said over to Zane who peered over in confusion.

"We either," the jock said.

Alec turned around to face me, completely making my heart beat. I smiled awkwardly, trying to hide my obvious love for him.

"Hey Patrick," oh my god he knew my name. "Do you know how to do this?"

I glanced over and smiled. I got my pencil and wrote the equation out for him.

"Y-Yeah it's Pythagoras," I said. "A2^ + B2^ = C2^."

Alec brightened, like he was so happy. I felt happy seeing him happy. I wish he'd feel happy because I felt happy.

"You're a genius Pat," oh my god he gave me a nickname. "Thanks so much."

"No worries," I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and blushed uncontrollably.

"Also," Alec began again. Zane raised an eyebrow in confusion. "I'm holding a party tomorrow night. Do you wanna come?"

Zane cringed. I get why. I was an absolute loser to them. I wasn't ocool enough to go. But if Alec wanted me there, I'd definitely go.

"Of course I'll come," I said, smiling so brightly that Zane couldn't even match me. The other bit just rolled his eyes in disgust while Alec smiled brightly.

"That's great. I'll see you there."

Maybe Patrick did have a future with Alec after all. Or at least, he hoped so.