It's been a while. I mean it always is, at least for me. I want to say that I'm probably on drugs but who knows really. Who knows anything? I lost all my friends, that's if I ever had any. I want to believe that we ever had something special but really no one means anything. My feelings, my mind, my heart feels numb. Really I sometimes tell my roommates that I want to cut my veins to feel something as a joke, and really it is a joke because I wouldn't lol. Although, I guess through that joke is that I realize that I understand the people who do so. Or at least I understand why they think that way because in the end it doesn't fix anything. I literally walk into my classes wearing sunglasses and it's mysterious I know, it also helps keep people away from me. The funnest part is when the class is boring and I fall asleep. I still have no idea why I'm here wasting away my life. Ahhhh right I just remembered the whole purpose of this. I have no friends. Or at least the people I thought I was the closest with are gone, not that I need them, but the fact hat I've done so much for them and then they meet someone who they start dating and say they changed their life. HAH! This is what happens when I hang out with people out of my league. It's all good in the hood. It's all int he past. I have promised myself that I'll change. Remember that girl from my class before? I don't have her for any classes this semester but she still amazes me every time I think about her.
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What is Life?
Novela JuvenilA college teen, who hides behind the nickname Red Wine, decides to tell everyone what is going through their mind. Confused about life, and pretty much everything in life, a young Red faces many struggles in college, and outside of college in order...
