The one that got away

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2024

It has been 4 years since i have moved with our son. How are you? That is the question that runs through my head everyday. However it gave me time to move on and be who i am now. Me and Yoo Joon live in London, i started my own business and it has become big. I am a CEO now and quite known in London.

The only problem is my company is moving to Seoul, Korea. To expand our business. However, i don't think i love you anymore. It's time to show you how we moved on and how we have become a family who does not need a male figure, a father.

I will not lie, there are days i go back to that brown box in the back of my cupboard. Pulling out memories of us, touching the matching tattoos we got on our wrist for my 18th birthday. Remembering everything we went through and everything we did together. Yet i had to let it go. You let us go. Now it's time for us to let you go, we should have let you go straight away but it's hard to get rid of memories.

Good memories, bad memories, one thing that is hard to erase are memories.

Me and Yoo Joon are coming back to Seoul tomorrow. Just you wait and see how much we shine now, see how i raised the most perfect son without your help, i did not need you or anyone to help raise my son. Yes my son not your son because if he was yours you would be here right now but i guess not.

Sometimes i think, where were you when he had his first football? His first bike? His first steps? His first sentences? His birthdays? His Christmas's? His first day of school? His first fallen tooth? His laughs and smiles? His drawings? His singing and dancing?

His life?

That's right you were not here for all that and many more but i was. You were probably having all your firsts with your other son. He should be happy he has both his parents with him. I hope you don't treat him like you did with our son. I hope you do not leave him like you did with our son. I hope you love him as much as you should have with our son.

I hope you taught him how to play football
How to ride a bike
How to walk
How to dance
How to sing
How to brush his teeth
How to put his clothes on

Hope you were there for his first day of school
Hope you were there for his life. Hope you were the father figure your supposed to be and i hope you made him happy because my son, our son did not.

See you soon i guess...

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