Can I Keep You (Casper)

Hate

I cried and casper saw but i never cried i stopped i shut down but it feels like i'm softening like a puffs plus tissue.  But i could feel myself  changing and giving into the hunger, through the course of two months i've taste the souls of every guy in my school and hurt my father along with disappointing casper but i needed my fix i was a drug addict and not afraid to admit it to myself even though i never loved anyone one of them it was just for food and my daily nutrition...i am slipping further into someone i don't know anymore and it feels as if there is no guid back to my old human self is this what it feels like to be what i am.

"I'll never leave" casper looked at me as i fed on the new student teacher his soul tasted of sweet cherries like a fresh picked cherry that you just ate with the water streaming down i licked my tongue sucking in his soul leftovers of course he is alright i don't kill my prey but the small town men were beginning to all taste the same all but few tasted different.

I needed new flavours as my appetite was growing and i became more aware of myself as i was changing i was consumed with find my next meal and i am now officially a monster and i knew i needed to leave and be on my own for awhile so tonight when my dad left for an exciting story in the city of lights where everyone is starving for fame and money is fair game. I wonder how actors taste.
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"Please don't do this, you're so self destructive these days" Casper had become a fading face in my mind i knew i was not myself but when i did not feed i was faint and on the edge of dying so this is more self preservation than anything else so i turned around and looked at casper  "don't follow me,we are not friends anymore" he looked at me and i swear if the undead could cry they would make the same pained expression casper made but this is better than him seeing me....now.