Her Majesty

Resisting

* Emma *
I leaned over to kiss her lips but she pulled back. " Emma, I can't " she said. I was shocked. " what do you mean ! " I asked. " I loved you, but we can't be together anymore " she said. " Regina no, don't do this " I said. " Emma, you didn't trust me and that's the point in any relationship " she said. Seeing how cold she was made me really angry. " Put yourself in my place Regina ! We won't break up for this " I said angrily. " looks like we will " she said. " Why are you so cold about it ? " I said angrily. " Emma please " she said. " Is that what you want ? " I asked. " yes " she said. " okay, you are free Regina " I said. She stood up to walk away from the house. " Can I have a hug ? A last one " I asked. I was really broken, I wanted to cry but no tears came out. She looked back at me and came closer. She hugged me so tight. Out of my control I suddenly took my head away from her shoulder while hugging her and started kissing her neck. I was missing her so much, we have never been all this time without having sex. She closed her eyes and didn't give any reaction. I kept kissing her neck then I went back to her lips. I kissed her lips so passionately that my tongue nearly licked every inch of her mouth. I started unbuttoning her shirt when I felt her hands on mine. " Emma no " she said in a low voice. " you want this too, I know you do " I said. I took off her shirt and her bra. She was standing there with only her pants on. I played with her boobs while kissing her lips. I then went down with my tongue to her boobs. When I started I heard her moaning really loud then she put her hands on my head and pushed my head into her boobs. This was so hot, we were missing each other so we both enjoyed this to the maximum. I felt her arms on my head pushing me towards her. She took my fingers in her mouth and kept sucking them. When I felt the warmth of her mouth with my fingers I went harder with my tongue on her boobs, she moaned loudly. When I was about to unbutton her pants she suddenly sat down on the ground and cried. " Regina ? Regina what's wrong ? " I asked. " I don't want this, I don't want to do this " she said while she was crying. I put her clothes back on her. " I - Iam really sorry, I thought you want this too " I said. " Emma, I don't want to see you again, please " she said. " Regina I " and before I could continue my sentence she put her hand on my mouth. " I nodded my head. " I will do what you want, but Regina I have always loved you, and I still do " I said. She looked at me then she went out. I was really broken. I didn't understand what happened. I could see she wanted me too, but why is she resisting ? Did I hurt her that much ? I didn't mean to. I love her so much, the idea of she cheating on me was terrible. I sat down on the coach and slept in my place.

* Regina *
I was walking to my home crying. I didn't want to but the tears didn't stop. I arrived at home and when I was about to open the door I found Henry. " What's wrong ? " he asked me. " we broke up " I said. " you and Emma ? Why ? " he asked. " I can't talk right now Henry " I said. " I understand " he said. I went upstairs and sat down on my bed. I kept crying. I remembered our days together and couldn't stop crying. I heard the sound of a notification on my phone, it was her.

Emma : you there ?
Regina : what do you want ?
Emma : Regina please think again about this, I love you
Regina : don't tell me that you love me, you are the reason why I went back to drugs, you are the reason why I broke my arm, YOU WERE ABOUT TO FUCKING KILL ME
* Emma didn't respond for some minutes *
Emma : Are you still taking these pills ?
Regina : did you know abou this ??
Emma : yes, since that day when we saw Gold. I saw you taking one and I knew what was that
Regina : it's not of your business anyway
Emma : you are my business
Regina : stop saying these words
Emma : because you still feel the same towards me ?
Regina : I don't
Emma : you are lying babe
Regina : It's Regina .. mayor Mills for you.
Emma : I miss your lips, I miss the feeling of your skin under mine.
Regina : Emma stop
Emma : Regina I honestly gave up on this! I did everything to tell you that I still love you and I know you fucking love me too, what the hell is going on with you ? What do you want me to do ?
Regina : leave me alone, I don't want you in my life anymore
Emma : fine.

* Emma *
It's been 1 year since we broke up. I work as the Sheriff now. I got a call that there is something missing for the mayor's house. I went there. " Hello Henry, you have grown up " I said with a smile. " Emma " he hugged me tightly. I entered the house and she was standing there with her back to the door of her office. It looks like someone is there with her but I wasn't sure. Before I knock on the door she opened it and he went out. Robin, he was with her inside. I saw her arranging her hair and buttoning her shirt. My eyes went wide then I went in. " seriously ? " I said. " Excuse me ? " she said. " Robin ? You are together ? " I asked. " not yet, just fucking around " she said. " you have changed " I said. " so ms Nolan, the pocket at which I put my cigarettes is missing, it is very expensive " she said. Then she took a cigarette out and smoked. " when was the last time you saw it ? " I asked. " It was in my bag when I was coming from Robin's house " she said. " you stopped by anywhere ? " I asked. " no " she said. I saw her smoking her cigarette and blowing the smoke. Henry suddenly came in and asked for his mobile phone. She put her hand in her bra and gave him his mobile. Oh god I miss those amazing big boobs. " tell this jerk to stay the hell away from me " said Henry. " he is going to be my boyfriend, treat him well " she said. " if you are okay with ruining your life like this it's okay because I gave up on giving advices to you, just tell him to stay away from my life " he said with a loud voice. " Henry talk to me in a good way I am your mother " she shouted at him. " you know what ? I really miss the mother you used to be " He said then he walked outside her office and shut the door. " so ms Nolan when can you find my pocket ? " she asked. " soon, if I found sth I am gonna call you " I said. I was on my way out but suddenly I stopped and looked at her. " Regina, you don't have to be with Robin to try to forget me " I said. " I am not trying to forget you ms Nolan, I love him " she said without looking at me. " you don't " I said.

* Regina *
I grabbed a bottle of whiskey and sat down in my room. I drank nearly the whole bottle. I didn't know what I was doing so I just went downstairs and shouted " Henry I am going out " then I went out and shut the door. I went to her house and knocked the door hardly.

* Emma *
I heard someone knocking on the door so I just went to open it. I found her standing at my doorstep wearing a short black dress and messy hair. " fuck you. Why the hell did you come today to my office ? I still love you, I am trying to forget you by Robin. I am trying to sleep with him to forget how good it was to sleep with you " Regina you are drunk " I said. " I am not fucking drunk, I- I wanted to see you " she said. " let's take you back to your house " I said. I took her arm and put her in the car and drove to her house. I left the car to open her door so she opened it and said " I can open the fucking door I told you I am not fucking drunk " she said. " I took her arm and walk her to her room. " you are so beautiful " she said. " Regina, why did you drink all this ? " I said pointing to the bottle. " I was trying to get drunk before he comes " she said. " who ? Robin ? Why ? " I asked confusingly. " he is coming for sex. I don't want to feel his skin on mine, I don't want to feel his lips on mine. I got myself drunk to give him what he wants " she said. " you don't have to do this " I said. " don't you want to see how good I become with my tongue ? " she asked. " You don't know how much I want this, but I am not a monster to take advantage of you " I said. " Robin is not coming tonight " I said. I helped her change her clothes then put her to bed. I went downstairs and when I was about to walk away I saw him standing at the door. " you don't have work here tonight " I said. " step away " he said. " listen to me, you know she doesn't love you, she is trying to forget me, now act like a man and stop taking advantage of her " I said. " go away Robin, she is sleeping " I said. I closed the door and watched him walking away before I went to my car and drove home.