hi,
this MAY be my last letter to you, dont think im changing my crush no HAHAHHAHAHA hope you be more understanding to me.
love, it has been an amazing journey of loving you. it has its upside downs, im grateful. although youre not my boyfriend, at least you know me, rather than im your stranger. i had these butterfly feelings towards you for years, and im glad to call it love. your charms, your intelligence, your smiles, everything reminds me of perfection! i have been in love with you for more than 4 years, you never notice one thing though..
do you know? do you know that i suffer from anxiety disorder? you wouldnt expect that, do u? i know you think im just making stories but please boo, believe me, im not joking. i started to suffer from it from like.. 2 years ago?? i dont know.. i cant remember.
and you know jeongguk? your friends always insult me. im not sure if thats the perfect word for me to describe that, but they insult me, or bully me, idk. everytime they see me, theyd be like "oh its the loser! welcome to the club, bitch!" and i was like "so y'all my moderators," then they "meet us in the backyard after lunch break." then they freaking abuse me you jerk 😞. ALMOST EVERYDAY THEY DO THAT TO ME. even when i have my anxiety attack, they still mock me!
you were never there for me jeongguk, yet you still have the spot you deserve in my heart. even when i hate you for not noticing my bruises, seconds later i softened because you are so perfect.
i hate the fact that you are so beautiful, you always make my heart pound so loud. but im happy that you are beautiful, so people will love you, and i will love you.
be grateful that someone so loyal yet so crazy fELL in love with you. i will never have the chance to kiss your face and smell your cologne.
i am kim taehyung by the way, that one smart kid in every math and english class. people always call me "the smart alien" AND I HATE THAT.
i love you with all my heart, through hard and easy situations.
i sincerely really really and forever love you.
❤
- anonymous dreamer
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Fanfictiona high school student had a crush on an extraordinary boy, so he sent objects to signal him that he's in love with him. COMPLETE. !! disclaimer : i made this at a young age in 2019 so i apologise in advance for any typos, cliches and so on. ideas we...
