*＊✿❀Honey & Roses ❀✿＊* {Jack Dylan Grazer X Reader}

[Part 13] the truth

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Outfit inspo: insta post by @/deepflawless
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Jacks pic: insta post by @/jackykaspbrak

Song inspo: habits of my heart - james young

Story:

I could hear Gina snicker beside me. "Who the fuck was that?" She asked, finally going off of me. Honestly I'm so done with this girl, I just can't stand her anymore. Within a minute I rushed out the room without answering, looking for (Y/N) .

Shit, I have no idea where she went. She could've gone upstairs, outside, I don't fucking know! Quickly I walked upstairs, rushing through the halls 'til I finally reached her room and violently knocked at her bedroom door. No answer. Fuck it. I opened her door but here's no one.

Without wasting another minute I slammed the door close and ran back downstairs. I ran through the halls, looking in the gym, on the parking space, in all of the living rooms, group bathrooms, kitchens, even in the room of her art class. Nothing.

3rd person POV

Jack felt helpless, he didn't knew where to go to find you. With his face in his hands, he sat down in the middle of the halls, sighing quietly. This now, this day had only begun and he already had enough of it. First his best friend kissed him, no, made out with him and then she walked in while a random needy girl was clinging onto his chest. She must think I'm an asshole, a fuckboy, Jack thought to himself.

After a few minutes it suddenly hit him: the skatehall. Quickly he made his way down the halls. The skatehall was near the gym, a giant hall, like a sports hall, full of small and giant halfpipes. And also a lot of skaters and stoners but also a good place to chill with others or be left alone in peace.

Opening the big doors of the hall, Jack looked around. He spotted a few familiar faces, but not many as it was still around 11am. Too early for most students. Walking around, Jack was hoping he would find you. And he did. Under one of the big halfpipes you had sat down, hugging your knees and sniffling slightly every now and then. The ground of the skatehall was made out of stone, also cold and dirty but right now you didn't really care.

Immediately the boy made his way into your direction, as you saw him your heart jumped, maybe even ached. You hugged your legs tightly, not wanting to face him again. And again with your eyes filled with tears.

But Jack didn't stop walking. As the boy reached you, he crouched down in front of you, wanting to hug you, but too scared, that you could push him away after what had just happened.

"(Y/N)?" Jack asked quietly. He felt anxious, about what you could say or how you could react. But you didn't even react at all, burying your face into your sleeves.

".. Why're you crying, dollface? Can you tell me?... Please."

Somehow his words shot you over the edge. Your face shot up, not carrying about your tears and tired face anymore. "Why? You're askin' me why I'm crying? 'Cause I opened up to you, I told you about something I'm scared of, something I've never told anyone! And-And.. Yeah, I made a mistake! I kissed you and I shouldn't have done that, I'm sorry okay! But.. Already the next day there's a random girl clinging onto you.. I-.. Just forget it okay.."

The words blurted out of your mouth like a waterfall. You didn't knew what took over you but it felt like a pain and a relief at once to say all of this out loud and into his face.

Jacks heart ached at your words. He knew already what he did wrong, all the things you just said, he already knew. But it still didn't explain exactly to him why you were so extremely hurt at this. Maybe I'm just dumb, Jack thought to himself. Yet he didn't ask you again.

"The girls name is Gina. And actually I don't know her either. She was fucking me up since a while now even though I ignored her and told her she should leave me alone and walked away, she wouldn't. Being with her felt super uncomfortable and I'll tell her definitely again to fuck off next time I see her. I promise."

The words made you look up slightly, seeing Jack in front of you. His face was worried, worried about you and what he put you through over the last hours.

Jack thought about something for a while, asking himself if he should really say out loud what he was thinking or not. Maybe it was best if he would say it now instead of never having the opportunity again.

"And about the kiss.. That might've been a failure in this situation," His words immediately made your chest feel more tight, your heart aching painfully. "but it wasn't a failure in general."

Wait, you thought, what was that supposed to mean now? You stopped burying your face in your sleeves and looked up, now fully looking at him face to face. His words suddenly confused you, no, the way he said it confused you. Did what he just said even make sense? You didn't know anymore.

Jack must have known what you thought because he spoke up again. "I mean.." He inhaled, brushing a hand through his messy curls. It seemed to need him more strength than before to say this. "I mean I wanted to kiss you.. I don't know why and I'm sorry if it makes you uncomfortable now but Its true. I just- i just didn't wanted to kiss you in that moment 'cause it felt like I was using your weakness."

You were surprised at his words, not expecting him to actually like kissing his best friend. Well, how could you expect something like that? You couldn't even expect it from yourself. Impatiently Jack waited for an answer, a reaction or anything at all to give him a sign you understood what he had just said. But there was nothing. You couldn't process his words so your expression was just blank, red puffy eyes looking into his.

Jack sighed, going down on his knees now and pulling you into a gentle hug. He wasn't sure if you actually liked this affection right now so he held himself back of putting his whole apology into the hug. But the hug pulled you back to mind and slowly you wrapped your arms around his neck, hugging him back tightly, signaling him it was okay.

After a while you two loosened your grip, looking at each other with worry but also relieve in your eyes. Worried if the other one was okay now and relieved to finally have this thing off of their mind and said out loud.

For a moment the two of you just stayed quiet before a rush of happiness went through the veins of both of you, causing you to burst out in little giggles and chuckles.

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(A/N) short chapter again sorryyyyy

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