Rest In Paradise

how it first started

 When i very first met Cameron in middle school he was very funny and sweet, from the jump i knew he was going to be one of my close friends and sure enough he was. He always asked me to sneak out with him to smoke or to come walk around town with him, he wanted me to do everything with him but i was too scared to sneak out he was my best friend and then he called me sis and at that moment i knew we was going to start talking about some random stuff he started telling me he loved me and we started telling each other that. then i started actually falling for him he was sweet,loving and very silly he wasn't prince charming but he was sweet he made me smile.I barley got to see him while he was in AR(academic reassignment) but he still found a way to get a hold of me mainly it was through our school email and we would talk about how rude the teachers were at my school compared to AR teachers they would let you do anything you wanted he would tell me funny stories,there was times i would say "i'm bored" and he would copy and past it and send t back to me we always did random things there was even one time where he would just rant to me....He always knew when i wasn't acting myself he would always ask me what was wrong, he'd let me rant to him for hours.I don't have a phone so we had no way of talking to each other outside of school he was my ride or die and the moment i found out what had happened to him i felt bad he texted me a little while before and i was being such a bitch and to this day i still can't blame myself enough for not saying anything too him he was so young and he lost his life for no reason at all and he didn't deserve it he was a good boy and he didn't deserve it he didn't at all*starts crying* i never thought someone this close to me would pass away so soon in his life. His dad lost his son just think about it how would you fell knowing you lost your son a couple months before his 15th birthday.Cameron and his dad where so close they would always wrasle on the living room floor and he put his dad in a choke hold. He was so young and this all happend because a bunch of little kids thought they was cool catching a house on fire. And the only thing i remember when think about it is the teddy bear that was on the bed when he passed and one thing that hurts me more than anything is, I was in summer school with his little brother right after he passed. His brother came to school and always had his head up but seeing his brother and his sister hurts me more than anything but the thing that makes pissed is one of the boys that caught the house on fire's brother goes to his house and wears Cameron's clothes. Cameron might not have liked that very much, But still to this day all i can do is sit here and watch as all these teens loose there life's because of stupid mistakes other people made. All these young teens loosing there lives Cameron, Rosellia ,Jeremiah and all the young people losing they lives out there on the streets the streets are getting worse and worse with everyday that comes and every night that passes. Sometime i worry about am i still gonna have a life if i walk home from school or walk to school at one point last month a girl was threatening to shoot up my house and shoot me .I'm just glade he didn't pass by gun shots that would have hurt me more than anything. I went to a party ah while ago and it got busted and Cameron was by my side the whole time he was helping me not get caught by the cops nor my parents. I need to start praying for him and thanking him for everything hes been by my side for he is in heaven he is up there taking with my grandma and any more of my family that is in heaven.... all i can say is when you start to bullie people think of whats going to happen they might end up in the situation Rosellia ended up in, or you may even think about the people you hang out with because you could end up in Cameron or Jeremiah's situation.

                                                                        Rest in paradise

                                      🙏🤞💙💜 Cameron,Rosellia,Jeremiah 🙏🤞💙💜