if I slit my wrist
how much pain will I feel
will it sting like my cut right now?
more? how much is more
how much is unbearable
nah, you're a pussy
you won't slit your wrist
no matter how much you want to
DIE
you won't do it
why?
cause you can't run away from pain with pain
you look pathetic already with that infected thumb
a small cut on your pinkie and you whine internally
when alcohol hits your skin but still
lathers it on your dry skin
fearing more part of your body will get infected
and start scratching and scratching all over again
and you'll be back to square one
you think you're so dirty
though you barely stepped out
outside your house, your room, your mind
your family think so too
no one wants to share drinks with you
no one wants to get touched by you
no one even you wants YOU
you don't want to live anymore
but how to live you have no clue
how to live or die
you live but without purpose for your own self
you die and you cause others pain
you'll be free of pain but they will be in pain forever
to be selfish or be useless
que sera sera
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Poems
Poetryhi~ uhm...and yeah...poems.. most of em are gonna be about love and sometimes random things that I think of (maybe too much lol heheh) ..and yup...hope you like them ^·^ oh and pls give me some feedback so I cn make them even better..thank you ^·^
