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if I slit my wrist

how much pain will I feel

will it sting like my cut right now?

more? how much is more

how much is unbearable


nah, you're a pussy

you won't slit your wrist

no matter how much you want to

DIE

you won't do it

why?

cause you can't run away from pain with pain


you look pathetic already with that infected thumb

a small cut on your pinkie and you whine internally

when alcohol hits your skin but still

lathers it on your dry skin

fearing more part of your body will get infected

and start scratching and scratching all over again

and you'll be back to square one


you think you're so dirty

though you barely stepped out

outside  your house, your room, your mind

your family think so too

no one wants to share drinks with you

no one wants to get touched by you

no one even you wants YOU


you don't want to live anymore

but how to live you have no clue

how to live or die

you live but without purpose for your own self

you die and you cause others pain

you'll be free of pain but they will be in pain forever

to be selfish or be useless

que sera sera

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