Poetry and Writing

How Did it all Begin

I love you!

Even though you threw my heart away

I hate you.

You came to me, with your boxy smile, out of the blue

changing my life in every possible way.

I always adore you

Then I remember what you did, you knew

about it and said nothing. Since then my life turned grey

I curse the day I met you!

Funny, after all you did to me you didn't have a clue

because to you it was all child's play

Just so you know, I still long for you.

But I learn to grow and became anew.

I can start my life, creating a new pathway.

I certainly know that I can do better without you.

With all my heart I know this would be true

I knew that it would never work anyway

Know that I will always care for you

Even though I still despise you!