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Hey guys, I'm so happy that people are taking time out of their day to read my story. I've never been happier with something written for someone else. I'm excited to see that you guys are liking this series. And first time ever, I'm putting in a warning. Gabriel's POV gets kinda weird so be careful. Enough talk, enjoy this chapter!
Sam POV:
"Hey, I'm Sam." Holy crap, was my voice as shaky as I thought it was, I hope not. "I'm Gabe, nice too meet you." He replied, obviously nervous. I had to think fast, 'What do I even say?' "Do you wanna hang out or something, like sit and talk?" Holy shit, that was bad. "Absolutely." 'Wait, WHAT! Did he just agree with me?' "I don't see why not." What.....the.....hell. Did that just happen? Oh damn it, you need to show some kind of emotion. I smiled as we walked over to an empty table next to the window. "So..." I said awkwardly, "What do you wanna talk about?" Shit. This is gonna be so awkward, this was a huge mistake. "How about our likes and dislikes and bond from there." Hey, that's not a bad idea. "Ok, that's smart. You go first." I replied, a little relief washing over me. For the next 2 hours we discussed our family, tv shows, books, food, and even personality test questions like our favorite color, season, sport, and so on. This isn't half bad. Throughout the entire "date" I even kinda started to fall for him a bit. Not to much, just a small crush, I think. Uh oh.
Gabriel POV:
I'm honestly surprised with the outcome of the unscheduled "date" He is so smart, and tall, and hot, and his eyes a- getting off track here. Ok, I don't wanna be all full of myself or anything but I'm pretty sure he likes me. I want to get to know him better so we can become closer. I also have an important fact I want to bring to the table. I'm kinda....an angel, like a real actual angel. 'He's gonna think you're a total freak, he'll hate you and criticize you. Just wait until he finds out.' As I was walking home my anxiety decided to kick in and give its own opinion on the matter. I'm not sure whether to listen to it or not, it seems kinda spot on to me. I'm on the verge of not telling him at all but then there's the potential factor that he'll find out somehow and never trust me again. I have to much on my chest to just let it all go at once. 1. I have depression. 2. I have high anxiety and stress. Because of those last ones 3. I practice self harm. 4. I'm the literal son of God. The list goes on forever, I have an 87 page notebook of just problems and issues I have. 'Just hand him the notebook and tell him to read it' That was my heart trying to help, but my anxiety should be here in 3 - 2 - 'But after he reads it he'll judge you to the fullest extent possible. Don't give him the book.' That's it, I'm going to take a nap.
Sorry, another cliffhanger. It's 2:38 in the morning and I need sleep. Give me feedback and just tell me what you think. Thanks guys, gals, and non-binary pals and stay tuned for chapter four.
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FanfictionPOV #1 Gabriel Novak has joined a new art class and discovers a beautiful, tall boy long brown hair to the bottom of his ears. POV #2 Sam Winchester has applied to be a model for an art class at his college. On his first day he meets a peculiar, s...
