It's temptation
A motivation
To give into the impulse
Tear the ground beneath my feet
A sensation
Corrupt creation
Guilt's a beast who's got me
In his jaws, between his teeth
Why am I attacked by the urge unseen?
Blurring all the lines in reality?
Every move I make
Is a grave mistake
Trusting breaks
These hearts all ache
Why is it that I taint your purity?
In a dark cloud, negativity?
I'm a storm of sin
I bring ruin in
I don't know
Why I keep
[Chorus x4]
Fucking up
Up
Up
Why I keep
[Chorus x4]
Fucking up
Up
Up
Why I keep
Fanning flames
Engulfed in pain
Regret's my figure haunting
The shell reflects my soul
Empty names
Distort the sane
A vessel that's so hollow
It's the dark that makes it whole
Why is it that I'm familiar with "goodbye"?
Living in the comfort of denial's lies?
Anger's feeding me
Depression eating me
And I can beg
But the truth won't take
Why is it that I'm living on repeat?
My failures on display, and I take back seat
As I'm stumbling
My world is crumbling
And I don't know
Why I keep
[Chorus x4]
Fucking up
Up
Up
Why I keep
[Chorus x4]
Fucking up
Up
Up
Why I keep fucking up
Why do I
Feel
That my life's not real
It's a game
Played
In driving me
Insane
Why do I
Love
When all I know is
Loss
I push them
Away
And that's better anyways
Why do I dissect everyone I meet?
Handing out my pieces till they're part of me?
All the problems then
I am causing and
It's inside
They burn alive
Why am I the shade that'll stunt their growth?
Angel or a demon? But I became both
All they wanted and
I'm their greatest sin
And I don't know
Why I keep
[Chorus x4]
Fucking up
Up
Up
Why I keep
[Chorus x4]
Fucking up
Up
Up
Why I keep
[Chorus x4]
Fucking up
Up
Up
Why I keep
[Chorus x4]
Fucking up
Up
Up
Why I keep fucking up...
