I am a rock, unmoved
Or more like an eggshell
Fragile to break, unto
Realizing
I wasn't your choice, I'm used
And I wasted my time
When I fell for you
You were stringing me along
Like a kite, attached
And I swayed to sweetness of your words, unmatched
But the thunder banged
And the lightning flashed
I was struck down
Wanting what I'd never have
And it's such a shame
No, it's such a pity
That I'd ride a road that wrecked me
With a heart so pretty
It's a messed beginning
When I'm blessed in sinning
It's a shitty situation
And my head is spinning
Ah!
And I found out why
You caused the tears I welled up
Now they're damn well dry
I'm a damaged one
And now I'm done
So moving on has just begun
[Chorus]
Forgive me
I'm isolated in a curse
And I can't tell you
Which of these is worse
The thought of leaving
Or of staying with you, first
A trauma either way it stares
I was unwilling
But I became the villain
When you took advantage of a feeling
I attempted killing
And you made me feel there's more
When the whole time you're unsure
And you set ablaze my heart against my mind within a war!
And I'm distraught
Now I act a panicked way
Was it cause of how I looked?
Or all the things I didn't say?
I'm left to rot
In the guilt of my mistakes
I wonder how much I can take
Before I ultimately break
Ah!
You made me feel I was the one
But you made me just a lesson you could use to treat him how you should've done
And
Now I'm feeling pretty dumb
Because I promised that I'd never let myself get used again, and now I'm stunned
Well
This time I recognize I'm sure
That I don't want to fall again for someone prone to leading on, so immature
And
I'm feeling helpless, insecure
Because you tainted such a deeper love we shared that was so innocent and pure
[Chorus]
Forgive me
I'm isolated in a curse
And I can't tell you
Which of these is worse
The thought of leaving
Or of staying with you, first
A trauma either way it stares
To quarrel
With my loyalty in bursts
The promise holds me
To wait, in hopes it works
The burden of the past, it haunts me as it lurks
Cause deep down I still care...
You led me on
And the consequence is now you're gone
You left
And now I'm thinking that it's better anyways
Ah!
You led me on
And the consequence is now you're gone
You left
And now I'm living in a hopeless set of days
Ah!
You led me on and the consequence is now you're gone
You left
And now I need to cope with being used again
Ah!
You led me on and the consequence is now you're gone
You left
And now I need to cope with losing such a friend
And I'm losing you again
And I'm losing me again
And I'm losing it again
And I'm losing
And I'm losing
And...
[Chorus]
Forgive me
I'm isolated in a curse
And I can't tell you
Which of these is worse
The thought of leaving
Or of staying with you, first
A trauma either way it stares
To quarrel
With my loyalty in bursts
The promise holds me
To wait, in hopes it works
The burden of the past, it haunts me as it lurks
Cause deep down I still care...
[Chorus]
Forgive me
I'm isolated in a curse
And I can't tell you
Which of these is worse
The thought of leaving
Or of staying with you, first
A trauma either way it stares
To quarrel
With my loyalty in bursts
The promise holds me
To wait, in hopes it works
The burden of the past, it haunts me as it lurks
Cause deep down I still...
Deep down I still care...
