Brothers

First nights are nights to remember.

We've just arrived at the villa and are now emptying our suitcases. We all have our own bedroom, but need to share two bathrooms. I don't mind though. I don't think we all need to hit the shower at the same moment and time. For example, Nina and Spencer are taking a shower right now.

I can't. I need to settle and clean out my suitcase before I can let loose and enjoy my vacation. I have fold everything all over again and look at one of my cleanest closet in years. Now I am laying on my bed, sending my grandmother a text. 

"Hi granny, we just arrived at the villa & we're getting ready for dinner. I miss u already and can't wait to see you in 8 days. How are you feeling? hugs and kisses Lo!"

I have called her before we left but there isn't any responds. She's the only one I have left, so I am a little bit worried. I know she's old so I guess I will lose her in now and a few years, but I am just not ready to lose her yet.  She's all I have left.

Hi birdie. sounds good & I miss you too. I feel fine my dear. Go have fun and I will see you soon. Yours, Granny B.

My parents died in a car crash when I was 7 years old. My grandmother and my aunt took care of me, but my aunt died of cancer a few years back. My fathers family lives in the Ireland and ever since his death, we lost touch. I turn around on my back and stare at the ceiling. It's almost funny how unreliable life can be. I always blamed my parents death for the trust issues but I am scared to be alone as well. Scared to think that in 10 years, my life will be the exact same. Alone, almost broke with nothing. Then again, who wants someone as complicated as me? My brain runs extra hours, my soul is black and my heart is gone.

The perfect basis of a healthy relationship ladies and gentlemen.

I am deciding what to wear for tonight. Spencer's boss has managed to get us on the list for some Chainsmokers party and he got it from a manager that he worked with. I guess Spencer's boss is pretty amazing and her job has its perks.

"Lola, you can!" I hear Nina yell. I walk towards the bathroom with my stuff and see her walk naked around the house. "Nien." I yell while laughing. "What if the staff sees you!" She just shrugs and walks to her room. "That's the point, maybe I can get the gardeners attention. I love a man in uniform." I shake my head and take a quick shower. I went yesterday, so I only do my body.

After 30 minutes I am ready to roll. I wear a red wide dress and some plateau sandals. Nina and Spencer are still straightening their already straight hair. I myself have put some volume in my hair and kept it natural. My hair does what it wants anyway. If I straighten it, it will be waved in an hour or less.

"Guys, we have to leave now if we want to make it to that dinner reservation." I yell while staring at my phone. "Done!" I hear Spencer yell while running to find some heels. "Spenc, the party is partly on the beach."

"So, they were like ten dollars. If I decide to dance on the beach, I will take them off. If I lose them, too bad but not the end of the world. Not that I am going to dance on the sand or anything. I want Andrew Taggarts undivided attention." I look at my friend. She's tall and looks stunning. I think she will do just fine tonight. Spencer is the kind of person that something like that would happen to her. Casual running into a celebrity and fixing his number, Finding 10 dollar on the street, receiving free drinks at the bar from strangers and all that kind of things. She even had a flat tire and some god drove by and helped her fix it. The things in movies that are to cheesy to happen in real life, happen to her. I'm jealous but in the best and supportive way.

"Ugh, please Lo, can we play it cool tonight. I don't want to be alone tonight if she ditches us for that dude." Nina says while grabbing a clutch.