The Heart Of A Broken Girl

Chapter Five

I slowly look only to be met with two furious Grey eyes starring at me.. "can't you fucking watch where you going?." Harry shout venomously at me..

"I.. I.. I'm sorry.. I wasn't.wasnt watching where I was going" I stutter and curse myself internally...

"no shit Sherlock" he says rolling his eyes.. "next time watch where you going" he says bitterly and leaves me standing like a deer caught in lights...

I look up to see him make his way out of the theater with his friends.. It's only then I realize that he just did that in front of his friends.. I internally scream trying to hold back my tears...

I did not like being scolded or shouted at.. I felt sad and angry when I was scolded.. Maya must have seen how hurt I was because she began wrapping her arms around me and telling me how she was gonna kill him.. I couldn't help laugh at that because I couldn't imagine Maya hurting a flie...

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I got home a little after 8 and I skipped dinner and went to my bedroom.. I changed and put on my pj's on got on my bed...

On Sunday I spent my day on my room watching movies and eating junk.. This was my favorite time of the day.. Just binging...

Monday couldn't come sooner and I found myself at my locker taking out the books I'd need for my first two periods.. I had English as my first period which I shared with Harry...

"don't worry T. Just get in class ignore him don't even look his way" I kept chanting this in my head to ease my nerves.. I went to class and took a sit beside the window.. To my luck he wasn't here yet together again with his fan boys and his girlfriend Monica...

Maya entered soon after and made her way to me"hey sparkles how was your Sunday? " she asked
." it was fine..was just binging.. How bout you? "..

" was out with my family.. It was awesome we went to the park... "I zoned out as she continued to tell me about how her and her family had fun... Sometimes I wished for that.. But then again wishes don't come true..

My father left when I was young with a promise to come back and he never did.. I always wished for him to come back but after years I realized it was pointless and I guess after that I just couldn't care less about family..

Our teacher miss Simon made her way into the classroom cutting all conversations.. "good morning class.. As you now today..." Just then Harry and his squad entered the class without a care in the world.. I saw him roam his eyes until they landed on me.. He looked at me then made his way to the back of the class with his friends behind him...

" Mr Anderson what a pleasure for you to finally join us" miss Simon said annoyed..
"the pleasure is all mine" he said with a smirk that got girls swooning.. Literally I even saw a group at the front fanning themselves...

"As I was saying guys.. Today we are going to discuss a book we are all too familiar with.. After... So I would like all of you to participate.. Who wants to start" miss Simon said audibly..

Darcy one of Monica's friends raised her hand.. "yes Ms Cloudy" said ms Simon..

"Hardin is so hot and him and Tessa looked so good together.." she said typically..
. "OK I hear you.. Another one?"

"Hardin tried his best to change for her.. Tessa was just impatient.. I mean you can't really expect a person to change in a day for you.. I'm just saying" Harry said making the class dead quiet..

Me being the idiot that I am thought it was a good time to snort at what he said.. And loudly may I add.. Everyone turned to look at me even miss Simon..

"do you have something to say ma stone?" says Ms Simon..

"uhhm.. No mam its nothing" mam clearly didn't understand that because she turned to say "nonsense.. Everyone is intitled to their own opinion come on tell us what do you think"..
I gulped loudly looking around to find everyone staring at me.. Including Harry..

I put my head down and stared at my lap as I started speaking..
"Tessa was an idiot.. Like most of the girls she thought she had the power to change a bad boy.. She thought she could change Hardin.. Meanwhile she was only putting her heart in danger of a heartbreak.. She's an idiot really.. What makes her different from the other girls? Why does she think she can change Hardin.. It was clear that Hardin didn't want to change "I say the last put looking at Harry" if Hardin wanted to change.. If he wanted Tessa to change him he would have let he do so.. It's clear that Tessa wanted what she couldn't have"i say concluding my speech.. I look up to find everyone staring at me..

"uhhm wow that.. That was very detailed ms stone" ms Simon says bringing everyone out of their dazed moment..

MA Simon is about to speak when the siren goes off signaling the end of the period.. I get up packing my things and putting them in my bag...

As Im heading for the door I feel eyes burning a hole on my back..
I turn around to find Harry staring at me with interest and confusion..