a peice of love

chapter 1

back to school seriously I'm balancing me they go to my place I'm sure he will hate it right now actually my name is Jayden Willams I'm 16 years old and a few months, I hate this horrible life, with these shows where you are kindly asked to stay calm and meditate ah yeah, I rather prefer to fuck my wrist in someone's face

Tonight I feel hyper energetic and before the death of my father he said it was always a good sign, tomorrow, the school, the nerds, the ugly, the directors and teachers it's not good for me , we'll see tomorrow for the moment I'll draw a little, I have a little notebook and I like what I draw, I draw the girl of my dreams so pretty with his hair blond and sparkling curly kind

She was five years old my Marie Soleil she hated that name but it's hers as I called her my pricesse, she played the doctor and I the patient she treated all my discomforts with her gray eyes that shone with pleasure we spent almost all our lives together and we did a lot of things that I hardly regret and we tattooed our names on our hands and then one day when I was fifteen I traveled with my parents to Australia and returning I did not find they moved without saying anything or reporting I felt betrayed all those years of fun and love lost on a trip

I think I have to sleep because my eyes are full of tears and dad always said that crying decreases the color of my blue eyes to tomorrow