a peice of love

chapter 7

I remained frozen to contemplate the sky I felt like a monster, she loved me but I pushed her back I had a headache, I managed to go home without problem my mother was sleeping deeply it was almost 4 am and I did not feel the urge to sleep I was looping in my bed, I have to ask forgiveness from Samntha she just wanted to kiss me,I'm going to read something or browse Instagram no matter I need to free up my ideas a little bit I'll ask for forgiveness tomorrow but for the moment I'm going to sleep, I mean i think that i'm going to sleep

the next day I woke up once again to the sound of my alarm I went down hoping as always to find the breakfast served with a note on a cute snack but I only found one word "it's urgent jayden I had to get out a bit quickly so I didn't prepare you breakfast manage to find one ", seriously I was lost between two possible solutions, either I am preparing a bowl of cereal or I am looking for a store near the school to take a donut or something like that but most of all I need a coffee I finally decided to look for a coffee near the school I was looking for a coffee to find one right by the school as if by a miracle, I parked my car and I came in the smell of vanilla I liked it too much I took the line and waited impatiently for my turn I turned eyes until i saw her she was sitting at the corner of the cafe alone, a painful expression on her face, she had a coffee in her hand and looked out the window it was my chance to ask forgiveness, and when finally my turn came i took four donuts two with chocolate and two with vanilla and i took two double coffees i went to her table first she didn't care that i was coming but when i sat she had a jump, looked at me, and then she turned again to her window I was ashamed and I did not know what to say exactly I am not the type to ask forgiveness but it is my fault I began to talk about typing stuff like "the weather is nice today, what classes are we having today "but no answer she was really starting to get on my nerves "you take yourself for who? since a while ago I try to ask your forgiveness you do not want I played the idiots to talk to you but it's your fault you threw yourself on me and you tried to kiss me if you want us to be friends like best friends it will if not fuck you"

a sparkle shone like a sun in her eyes she looked at me happily then said "we are friends? we can be friends?" I replied after a hesitation "yeah maybe" she was looking at me seriously this time "we are friends yes or no?", I lamented then I said "yes we are" she jumped on my neck what a crazy girl I pushed her away gently saying "drink your coffee, we're already late", when I got to school I noticed that everyone was looking at us like phenomena but samntha was talking about whales and pandas of small animals she must stop, i suddenly offered "and if you came to my house today after school, but I warn you my mother is rarely at home" she started to look at me amazed, I suddenly realized my blunder "oh no you went too far, that means there would be no roast chicken or pasta I don't know how to prepare the big dishes ", she says" oh ok and if we order pizza ", I say OK and I followed her to class she proposed me to sit next to her and she started talking again thank god that the teacher came back to save my life.