I'm so tired of losing
I'm tired of being self abusive
I do feel stronger
But for how much longer?
Still don't feel in control
Long nights take their toll
The darkness fights still
Breaking my will
Long nights still take their toll
Wishing for some control
But how much longer
Until I feel stronger
I'm so tired of being self destructive
I'm so tired of feeling disruptive
What is strength
What is length?
What is time?
What's control
I'll pay the toll
The darkness won
I am done
