Virgin (Kiribaku)

No Strings Attached

Kirishima's P.O.V

   I woke up with a sharp pain all over my body. Hopping out of bed, I collapse of the floor as soon as I get up. Standing up slowly, I reach for my lower half, a white substance being left on my fingers. Looking back at my bed, the cute boy from last night was laying in my bed under my comforters, a content smile on his face. Please tell me we didn't do anything last night. Heading to the bathroom, my pounding headache made me wanna puke so I did. It was strange to have a headache, puke in a toilet and be naked however, I've never had a hangover and this experience  didn't make me want to have one again. 

   Once I was done puking up my guts, I made it my room throwing on a pair of boxers and a big shirt after cleaning myself off, deciding pants would hurt too much to keep on. This guy had seen me completely naked so what was no pants at this point? Shaking him awake, he sits up with a discomforted look on his face. "Good morning." He said, his morning voice low and grumbly. He had his boxers on so maybe nothing did happen last night. "I would hardly call it a morning it's eleven. What happened last night?" I asked, my memory foggy. "Well, what's the last thing you remember? We'll start from there." He said, rubbing his eyes his morning hair no different from what it looked like last night. Did he even style it? "The last thing I remember was showing up with Mina. She disappeared and I was left at a table. You came over and forced me to drink." I finished, glaring at him. The headache still hadn't gone away. 

   "Well, I didn't force you to drink, you took it from me and kept going back for more. Also, look for an Advil while I explain." Going to the bathroom, I dig through the drawers finding a pill bottle and taking one. It didn't take long for the pill to take affect. Grabbing a spit cup from my sink, I fill it with water and down it letting it soothe my sore throat. "Well, last night after you drank excessively, you wanted to go home. But you wanted to go with Mina. So, I promised she would get home safe and we headed out to her car. After being in there for a few seconds, you started kissing me. One thing led to another and we ended up fucking. And now here we are." He said, standing up and grabbing his clothes from a pile on the floor. "What!" I scream, pushing him back on the bed. He falls, unable to put any clothes on making the current situation worse. "What?" He said back confused to my screaming. 

   "We fucked!" I screamed, still trying to wrap my head around it. Wow. I'm not a virgin. I lost my virginity to some fuck boy who I didn't want to have it. "I wanted to wait. That was supposed to be special!" I screamed at him, the thoughts finally setting in. "So you were a virgin!" He was smiling at this point. Why the fuck would he be happy. "Yes you fucking moron! You're a monster!" I screamed, suddenly feeling uncomfortable. "Hey, you were the one who was drunk and asked for this." He said, standing up and throwing his clothes on. "I didn't ask for anything. I didn't even want this." I said, sitting on my bed. "Does this mean we're dating now?" I whispered, thinking about this situation more. He grabbed his phone and looked at me like I asked if I could kill his dog before he responded. "Oh no. Not even close. I don't have time for a relationship. This is with no strings attached. Anyways, I gotta go." He said, not giving me time to process his words while he closed my door. 

   If I was as if I was stabbed in the chest. I felt empty. This wasn't what I wanted at all. I didn't want him. At least nobody had to know about it. Cleaning my bed, the sheets were covered is sweat and cum from last night. I felt dirty and weird and really needed to clean myself. Once I brought my clothes to the washer in the common room, I took a shower and cleaned myself for about an hour and then put my bedding in the dryer. I hated this. Going back to my room, I texted Mina asking if she would come to my room once she got back. She said that a guy named Sero would drive her here soon. Checking the dryer, I took out my comforter and sheets taking them to my room and making my bed. Putting in a pair of basketball shorts, I flopped on my bed on my stomach, my ass hurting too much to sit properly. It just hurt to walk.

   Hearing my door open, I lift my head up from my pillows to see Mina walking in. She looks extremely tired, her hair frizzy and makeup smeared, a few hickeys on her pinky peach skin. "Oh my gosh Mina you look terrible. Are you okay?" I asked sitting up, leaning against my bed frame. "I'm great." She said, smiling and blushing like crazy. "I'm guessing you had a fun night?" I asked, remembering the upstairs of Bakugou's house last night. "Yeah." She said, jumping in the bed and clutching a pillow. "What about you. How was your first party?" She asked, ready for the details. But before I could get any out, I started crying.

   "What happened?" She asked, ready to comfort me. "I- I went home with a boy." I said, face planting into a pillow. "That's great. Where is he? I wanna meet him." She said, figuring I was just embarrassed. "No, he didn't want any strings attached." I said, her understanding and comforting me. "Oh Kirishima I'm sorry. But nothing happened right?" She looked up at my face but I couldn't meet her gaze. Bursting into more tears, I leaned on her shoulder while she rubbed my back. She kept comforting me until her phone vibrated in her pocket, pulling it out and looking at the text.

   💜Sero: Katsuki is throwing a party again tonight! See you at 7? 😘

   Giving a sympathetic smile to her phone, she starts to text back a decline but I stop her. "If you think my sad ass is going to stop you from having fun with your boyfriend then your thinking wrong. Tell him you will be there at seven." I said, giving her a small smile. "I'll get my makeup and clothes and we will hang out if your room until I have to leave okay?" She reassured walking out of my dorm and back in with a pile of clothes and her makeup bag. Changing, she throws on a blue body suit with purple spots, a pair of black boots and a tan jacket with white fur on the collar. It fit her perfectly. "You look good! Sero is a lucky guy!" I said as she did her makeup. "Oh yeah, you never told me the guy from last night. Who was he?" She asked, moving onto her eyeshadow. "A boy named Bakugou. It doesn't matter." I said, looking down at my hands. She instantly stopped doing her makeup and looked extremely sad. "I'm so sorry." She said, continuing her makeup. "Why?" I asked, wondering what she knew. "Well, Sero and Bakugou are like, best friends and he is kind of a fuck boy. He's fucked every boy at this school." She said, putting on some lipstick. "Oh." Was all I could say because honestly, I couldn't care less.

   Eventually six thirty rolled around and it was time for her to leave. Wishing her a goodnight, she left the dorm, the laughs and jokes left now becoming quiet. Turning on a Spotify playlist, I grabbed an English book from my shelf and started studying. It happens whenever I'm nervous or have nothing better to do. Studying after a while, I hear a knock on my door. I figured it was Mina coming home early from her party. Standing from my bed, I walked to my door and opened it with my head in my hands. "Mina I thought you were going home with Sero?" I asked, looking up. But it wasn't Mina I was met with. It was Bakugou.

   "Well, looks like the strings stayed attached."