Won't Argue Anymore

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I need to talk to Luke but I couldn't because Kian was there. But I could tell their was something wrong with Kian. Kian started talking but I wasn't listening because I really needed to talk to Luke. Next class was language I sit next to Luke,Cam and now with Octavia. Beth sits with her ex Carter,Samantha and her other ex Kian. Octavia started asking. Luke different questions I was just sitting their so bored because she was beginning desperate for him just like I use to be. Then I asked Octavia

Mckayla: " What do u see in Luke ?"

Octavia:" Well he's cute nice and sweet that's what I see in him."

When she said that I couldn't believe I ever liked Luke more than just a friend. We were telling each other jokes in our table but where Beth and them were sitting at it seemed awkward.

Other Table...

Beth: "So...."

Kian: "How's life?"

We didn't know what to talk about since it was awkward but Carter and Sam were just begin all cute which was annoying. Sam kept kicking me I was about to slap that bitch I swear. But in my mind I needed to talk to Mckayla because I hadn't told her that Cam and I were dating. I knew she was gonna hate me because didn't tell her before.

I was bored as fuck at the table because Octavia was just flirting with Luke. I just wanted to leave already so Luke texted me during class. The message said...

Luke: "Ugh Help me!"

Me: "Lol she's nice you should try and give her a chance. I'm good as long as she doesn't flirt with Kian."

Luke: "Okay. Then if that's how you are gonna be."

So I was wondering what he meant by that. When I saw that he was telling Octavia to give Kian a kiss. If she was my friend she wouldn't do that to me. But she wasn't so she went and gave Kian a kiss on the cheek. Which pissed me off but since the teacher wasn't there I was about to do something that I didn't want to do I knew I was gonna regret it. Beth ran up to me she said

Beth: "STOP I know what you're gonna do, u promised you wouldn't do this game anymore"

Me: "Fine"

So I walked up to her and said to her

Me: "Bitch Please I've had enough of you I don't like you flirting with MY BOYFRIEND, U GET IT B-O-Y-F-R-I-E-N-D he's mine u don't walk up and kiss him. I've been through so much with him and I'm not gonna lose him again, I was gonna do something but I'm not because I'm not a slut like you."

Octavia: " Okay Excuse You U can't be talking about me because I heard you were the biggest slut in school u cheated on Kian with Luke then with some guy named Connor. How could you do that to Kian he's a great guy but what I've seen I don't know how he can love someone like you honestly. I feel so bad for him, he deserves better than you I can tell you have feelings for Luke still just like he held your hand in lunch while Kian was too what kind of girl does that!!!!"

I just got out of the classroom because I know what she said was true. I was just trying to forget that I wasn't good enough for him. He did deserve better I didn't cry but I wanted to and I couldn't cry either. I saw Kian coming up to me but I stopped him. I said...

Me: What Octavia said is true anyways so don't come here and say it's not true

Kian: Well since you don't want me to say that I won't but here this if I didn't love you or deserve you I wouldn't have given you a second chance with what we both did to each other

Me: Ugh quit bringing that up that's the past

I wanted to tell him something but I didn't because I'm scared of what he might say so I just keep it to myself.

Me: Okay yeah what she said hurt my feelings but how would have liked it if I went up to a guy and gave them a kiss on the cheek or worst on the lips

Kian: What was I suppose to I didn't even know that she was gonna do that it's not my fault

Me: You could have turned around and stopped her but you didn't so basically it is your fault

Kian: I'm sorry I'm sorry just don't listen to her forget that, that happened please

I wished I could have forgotten about it but I didn't forget. I wanted to walk away from Kian but he didn't let me. He just hugged me tight and told me everything was gonna be alright. But he went in I was still outside so I started walking away from school....

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