The Struggle : You and Me

Why ?

Well school was almost over. But kian and I were having problems. Which were trust issues I love kian so much I get jealous when girls talk to him. He would be like World War III is about to start. Kian knows how I get when I see girls around him. But this new girl her name is Octavia. She started flirting with kian I got so pissed but I pretended that I didn't care. But I love him I can't just sit and watch other girls flirt with him. I didn't want to be that controlling girlfriend, I had to accept that he was popular and was always gonna get all the girls also that he was gonna be with them. Bethany told me to just leave it because if he liked them he would go after them. But the only thing that I kept in mind was that if he liked them he would not be with me that helped me not be jealous. I listened to her so then Octavia was in my classes and also was kian. So our first class was science and kian and I sat next to each other but then I saw Octavia coming towards him. That made me mad but I told myself that its okay she made a new friend. So I got my phone and out and started to listen to music without the teacher knowing but the teacher loved me so it wouldn't matter, the teacher's name was Ms.Lopez. The only way that I can keep calm is by listening to music in my classes. I saw her begin so flirty with Kian. But I saw that he liked it which got me more pissed off. Then I saw Kian coming towards me which I was like "Ugh" because I was pissed at him. He said to me " Hey" I just rolled my eyes at him. So then he just walked away from the table after he left Bethany told me to be chill she knew it wasn't easy looking at your boyfriend flirt with the new girl. So when class was over I waited for Octavia to come out and I told her that if she wanted to be friends I was doing it for a reason. But Kian saw me talking to her I knew he was wondering why I was talking to her. When I finished talking to her Kian was coming towards me and asked me

Kian:"What did you say to Octavia?"

I just walked away from him . So I saw him walk up to Octavia I cared so much,but by me ignoring him got them closer together. My next class S.S I liked it because I was with Bethany and Cameron but Octavia was in it too with Kian so I guess I was gonna sit with my friends but actually I did something else which Kian got pissed at I invited her to sit with us. I asked if she wanted to sit with us so she did and she told Kian to sit with her over here where I invited her to sit. But Kian told her he was gonna pass Bethany saw why I did that so she started laughing I started asking her questions and other things then I asked her about Kian. I asked if she liked him or something and she said

Octavia:"Well he cute and nice but I don't think he likes me because he keeps talking to me about you I think he likes you not me".

When she said that I felt so horrible so then I asked her again if she liked him and she responded with a

Octavia: "YES"

I was gonna have a heart attack but I was laughing instead. Then Beth said

Bethany: "He's taken and you have no chance with him."

But then Octavia said

Octavia: "Well I bet I'm way prettier than his girlfriend."

When she said that cameron started laughing and I kicked him so he would shut up. Octavia started saying

Octavia: "At my old school I dated half of the guys so they all called me a slut or hoe".

Cameron,Beth and I started laughing because we already knew that she was gonna try to become the popular at school but she's new shes getting all the attention but like in a week she's gonna be old news to everyone. Octavia was determined that she was gonna go out with Kian or either Luke because she told us that she liked him too. Plus Luke was in S.S with us so I told her to go up to Luke and talk to him. So she got up and walked up to Luke when she was standing next to him, but he ignored her so we started laughing. Class was already over so I went to my locker and then to lunch because it was lunch time so I grabbed my lunch and went to sit down I was waiting on Beth and Cam but Luke walked up to me and said

Lunch...

Luke:"Hey"

I replied back to him and we both said to each other that

Mckayla/Luke: "This year was so interesting year ever because of what happen between us he".

Luke: "Can I sit with you guy's?"

Mckayla: "Yeah"

Kian: "Hey why were you mad at me?"

Mckayla: "Because of your new "Friend" that's why plus she was flirting with you also you seemed to like it."

Kian:"Well she sat next to me it's not my fault."

Mckayla: "Okay whatever"

So we made up and he sat next to me then came Luke he sat next to me so basically I sat in the middle of them after that Beth,Cam and Octavia sat with us but then Octavia told Kian to sit next to her but he told her "No" so then he told her that he had a girlfriend and that it was me.

Octavia: " I'm so sorry I didn't mean what I said back their in class I didn't know it was you that was dating him."

Mckayla: "It's Okay"

But then Kian started getting touchy because Luke was kicking my feet so Kian grabbed my hand. Luke rolled his eyes at Kian which was really funny because Luke and I were just friends. But under the table Cam and Beth were holding hands and I saw it because I dropped my napkin on the the floor. So when I got my napkin I just pretend that I didn't see anything. Then I felt something touch my hand since my hands were under the table. So I looked and Luke's hand was touching mine. So I whispered to him " Please don't grab my hand". So he let my hand go then ...