Recovery can feel like a never ending battle, and that can make you want to give up. but i promise you, it will get easier. maybe today every second of your day has been painful and consumed by your illness. but perhaps tomorrow you will go an hour without thinking about it. then maybe next week you'll go a day. in a few months you'll go a week. it's slow and hard but one day this won't trouble you anymore. and maybe you'll have slip ups, but you will fight your way back, and it won't feel as hopeless as it dows now. recovery is hard but it is always worth it. you can do this!!!