Today is gonna be such a chilled out day. I'm going for a jog in the park, when i come back i am going to have some me time, just me, netflix and popcorn. Oh and Dana is taking me out to dinner this evening.
I threw on a top, tracksuits bottoms and my fav pair of jogging shoes and left home. I stuck my headphones in my ears and blasted my playlist. I know its not good playing music on loud in your ears but i really just needed something to drown out all the sounds around me. My playlist was full of: Trey Songz, Travis Scott, Beyonce, Nicki Minaj, Drake, Jhene Aiko and so many others. I think you can tell im a massive fan of hip hop and R&B music. Which is one of the thing Dana and I have in common!
Before i knew it i had jogged all the way to the park and was sitting on one of the swings near the play area. It felt nice, to just sit there, with no one around, to just contemplate my thoughts by myself and just be calm. Thinking about Dana made me so happy. I would never have thought that someone, with a past like his, could end up with someone like me and be so different in such a good way, a way that i love and i honestly would not change that for anything.
"Gaahh, i love Dana" I didnt realise i had actually said that out loud until someone responded.
"So who's Dana?" The persons deep husky, but kinda cute voice filled the air around me. I was so shocked i jolted out of the swing and fell backwards onto my butt. I looked up, a familiar face towered over me. I completely lost it and tears were flooding from my face.
"No no no, don't cry Naomi. Its only me" He sniggered.
"Get the fuck away from me!" The words escaped my mouth sounding weak, and feeble.
"Hey, easy on the language babe, get up."
"I'm not your "babe" , leave me the hell alone!" I backed up, still on the ground but he followed me, edging closer, he outstretched his hand and i instantly turned my head away preparing for what might come and screamed: "Daniel No!" But instead of feeling a hot slap on my cheek, he'd grabbed my hand and was helping me up.
"Look at you, so different. Where's the Naomi that i used to know gone?"
"No where you need to know about!"
"Calm down Naomi I ju...."
"NO, i will not calm down, everythings going perfect just perfect, you're not in my life anymore im happy now, i have evrything i need and now you just step in here, pretending to be nice, expecting me to just forgive you and fall for you again, not happening. Thats not how its gonna go! How the fuck did you know i was here anyway"
"For me to know. Anyways, i come here tryna be nice and this is how you want to act. Fine, you want to do things the difficult way. I'm down with that. I can play this game like no one else can and believe me when i'm done, you'll wish you'd have done things my way that night at that club."
Tears flooding down my face, my eyes red and burning from crying, i glared at him, the most intense, horrible, soul piercing glare i had ever given anyone and whispered, but just loud enough that he could hear me: " Go. To. Hell." And i ran as fast as i possibly could back home, making sure he wasnt following me, i could'nt keep this from Dana anymore, I had to tell him, not only about what just happened but that night. I need to get it off my chest and he's the only person right now i can trust enough to vent something like this out to him.
