Naomi's P.O.V
I've been kinda distant from everyone since the "incident", Dana and I have been on a few dates here and there. I think he can tell that something is up, I've been trying my best to hide it. I know I know I'm stupid for hiding something so serious but I just feel, dirty, you know. I feel like he'll never want me again. My mom hasn't been around much lately, if she was I would've told her about it, but she's never here long enough to even sit down and have a short convo with anymore. She comes back from the airport, showers, packs another suitcase and then leaves. She's in Dubai now, I love her and all but there's no point in her even being home anymore. I doubt she even cares about me anyway
It's a Saturday which equals a lazy day. Dana's coming round in a bit. Wants to cook me lunch or something like that. I might as well get ready. My body is telling me to stay in bed for 10 more minutes but my mind is telling me to drag my lazy ass out of bed. Mind vs Body, Mind vs Body? Minds wins. I get up and take a quick shower, tying my hair up into a bun and slipping on a cute lounge dress i got from Victoria's Secret Pink and some black pumps. I'm honestly not in the mood to see anyone, I haven' been for quite a few days, but it's Dana. He's trying so hard regardless of my recent distant and slightly bitch attitude.
Before I knew it, a heavy knock landed on the front door. Like, a continuous one. I ran down the stairs and opened up
"Aye boo" He said smirking
"Hey" I said with a faint smile, shit, I'm being bitchy again
"Hey baby" I tried again.
"Can I er....." he pointed towards inside the house
"Yeah Yeah sure, sorry"
"So I....I need to talk to you about something and it's kinda serious"
Oh holy crap, he's breaking up with me no no no! I freaking knew it, he's gonna say it, oh my god!!!!!
"So the guys and I....got a call yesterday.....and it turns out, they want us to go on a tour! And work on our E.P while we're on it!"
"What! Dana that's amazing! Oh my god I'm so happy for you babe!!"
All the emotions in my head were mingling and I couldn't figure out which one was supposed to come into play. I was so happy for him and I was still dwelling on "that thing". I felt like I was going to cry but no tears were coming out. I just sat there, for a moment, expressionless.Then I turned to embrace him in a warm hug.
"And the best thing about it, babe" He whispered, once again sending shivers down my spine, trust dana to bring on the feels no matter what mood I'm in.
"Is that I want you to come with me...."
"Are you for real, Dana! I'd love to! But....what about the boys, are they fine with me coming, and my mom, oh my god my mom, she's gonna say no and what about school....I can't miss...."
"Naomi, listen all that's already been taken care of, Jill has called your mom and arranged for tutoring whilst we're on tour. All you have to do is say yes"
"Yes. YES! Yes I'll go on tour with you babe!"
By now I'd forgotten all the horrible things and my mind was set on being with my boo for the next 2 months and travelling. " I have to tell Portia and Nischal, it'd be so great if they could come too. Fuck bad feelings, welcome the great ones!
(A/N : Sorry for taking so long to update, I've just been so busy with school and stuff, From now on ill be posting regularly so it'll hopefully be Wednesdays and Fridays. Maybe cuz of my lateness on this chapter ill post another tomorrow. Lots of love and thanks for the support and chapter ideas and advice xoxo)
