Just Wanted His Attention Or Not

Fourteen

Heaven is at Mama Joyce's house and I head to work like always. I got a phone call from Jasa'Queen and we talked for an hour and two and we said our byes. I was done with work all over Paris, China, Nigeria ,etc. Then back at the U.S. I went back to California and my fans screaming like crazy! I said my hellos and did pictures and autographs. I saw my body guards Shante and Donte who are tall black Latino twins. " Hello Ms. Princessella!" " Hi twins! Drop me off at the house please so I can drop my stuff off. Plus I gotta pick up my baby shortly. " They nodded and took me straight to my house. I paid them and told them to get something to eat and treat themselves. They were grateful and they hugged me bye. I drove to Mama Joyce's house and I pulled beside her car. I got out and grabbed gifts for Roro and Heaven. I rang doorbell and Roro smile and wave and I laughed smiling and waving back. I love this girl too pieces equally as my own child. " Meme! Mommy Princess here!" " Ok Roro! Get your sister Heaven ok!" " Ok!" "Hi mama!" I kissed her cheeks. " Hi angel! Please come in ! I made you your favorite cakes red velvet chocolate and peanut butter chocolate layer cake." " Awe ma you shouldn't have! Thanks! Oh I got you a gift and RoRo too. " " Awe thanks sweetheart! Wooh this is pretty! I love the fancy silks and flashy outfits! I love this beautiful charm bracelets! Thank you so much sweetie! God I wish you're my daughter-in-law." " I know. I wish you're my mother figure.I never had a mother figure to look up to til I met you. Thanks for all you do for me even Chris and Christine. I love y'all. I even love Chris but he hurt me so badly to the point I want to hurt him but can't cause I love that man so damn much mom. " " I know dear and guess what? He still loves you too baby. Just you two take care of yourselves first for jumping to it again ok baby. " She wiped my tears and held me to her arms. " Yes ma'am. " Roro and Heaven playing with they new toys I gave them and playing dress up lol. I love them sweet angels of mines to pieces! I was cooking dinner and blasting Wish by DJ Drama and Chris Brown at Mama Joyce's house. I was cooking and she's baking. I felt arms around me and I shivered as he kissed my neck and whispered," Mmmmm you so fucking sexy baby girl! " " C-ccchhhriiisss!" I stuttered out a moan cutting the stove off and thank goodness everything is done. " Mom I'll be right back or not. " " Ok angels! Have fun !" Chris drove to his house and was like ," Get your sexy ass out and walk in my room and strip everything off but your panties and bras and heels !" He commanded. I was soaked as fuck! "Yes daddy!" I purred as he gave me instructions to where his room at even though I remember lol. I did as instructed and Chris came in as I sat in the edge of his bed.

I was fully awake and turned around to see Chris asleep. I felt his arms around me and saying," Stay beautiful." " K handsome." We snuggled and looked at each other as he was like, " I love you so much Princessella. " " Same but I don't think we're meant to be Chris. I love you so much. We need a break and be mature adults when it comes to relationships and with our girls. I like commitment and trust. I didn't get it from you. You hurt me Chris! Focus on your girls and co parenting before throwing yourself in a relationship okay. We should remain as friends. " He didn't like that but he smile saying," Friends we'll be. I am hurt bout this but you're right we need to focus on co parenting our girls. Relationships later in future. " Chris , me and Nia are working together as co parents with Royalty and Heaven. We agreed on terms and conditions.

Heaven and I are back home in Nevada. I enrolled her in Pre-K and she loves it there! I was doing work and everything else til it's time to pick up my little angel of mines. I went to pick her up and took her to her dancing and singing lessons , of course she's modeling and doing her clothing line and kid friendly products. But I still let her do children things though like play in park, sleepovers, birthday parties and such. I took her to her lessons and after that we went to McDonald's to eat. She ate her chicken nugget happy meal with a small chocolate milk she hate eating burgers with passion! We finish our meals and ate our M&M McFlurrys. Then we left and head out to get her new outfit for Lil Beauty Pageant. She wants to be in it so bad so I let her. We went to shopping for her beauty pageant outfit and we was done for the day. I volunteered at my baby's school for her field trips to the zoo, bakery stores, book stores, etc. I get very active in my child's life. I went to get her ready for her beauty pageant. I picked out a beautiful dress that she loves. It is a beautiful Cinderella light blue dress with roses and diamonds all over her with the silver glitter flats to go with it. Her swimwear is monogram pink and black glitter zebra one piece outfit. Her last outfit is a tutu . It is lime green and pink with the top to go with the out fit with the words in pink and green saying," Nautural Inside and Out !" Chris, my dad, Mama J , Aunt Christine, Royalty, Nia, and Jasa'Queen and her daughter Angelina Mariya Neverson and her boo Trey Songz is here. They cheered our baby on as she strut down the stage , smiling , posing, and blow kisses. " Hello Miss Heaven Brown! You look beautiful tonight! Tell us about yourself?" The white lady judge smiles at her. " Thank you ! My name is Heaven Melody Brown I'm 3 and half years old going on 4 on May 6. I love my mommy and daddy . Even my Auntie, my sister Royalty and my mimi and pa pas! I love the colors purple and pink, I love to sing , dance, draw, paint and model! " " Awesome!Who inspires you the most!" " My mommy Princessella and Daddy Chris . They say I can be anything I want to be just follow my heart and intuition. Things will fall into place!" " Beautiful inspiration Heaven! Thank you so much! What would you do for us today?" The man judge smile . " I want to sing and play piano song call " Let it Go." From Frozen." Ok angel sing away!" My daughter song her heart out and playing the piano. As she was done everyone cheered . Royalty sat on my lap and I kissed her and played in her curls." Mommy Princess come back home. Miss you and sis and daddy so much." "We will baby one day ok. Right now daddy and I on break ok angel ?" She nodded her head and snuggled on me.

My baby won first place as Miss Tiny of the Year! We went out to celebrate and we had a great time. I love my Heaven on Earth for life ! I can't wait as she get older and I teach her everything about her first crush, cycle, sex and everything else. Also to be independent.